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Oh so I used to be ashamed of this book because it was so bad but I actually really like it know this is where my love for writing kinda kicked off and yeah it's pretty cool. Idk why I'm doing this I'm so sleep deprived. XD anyway. Idk really don't know I'm kinda just writing as I think. God I'm not sure why I'm doing this. Ummmmmm. Unus Annus has been gone for a month and a few days kinda sad not gonna lie but I'm happy I was there. Ummm. This might be a bad idea IDK why. Ummmm. Imma post it anyway.

You don't have to read this.

Help me please XD

Uhh I've haven't updated my books in awhile I'm so sorry just no motivation like always. I wish I would have motivation it fucking sucks. (Oh sorry.) um I guess this is a vent now. God I'm so fucking the last few days I've barely got any sleep but I can't seem to go to sleep. Holy shit. I uh got a new phone and AirPods for Christmas. Pretty cool. We're moving soon so my parents don't want to give me and my brother too much so there isn't a lot more to move. I've lived in California my whole life and now imma move to Texas. I say I'm really excited but I'm not fucking excited well I am it's just I'm not excited about anything anymore so It doesn't even fucking count. Goddamnit. Idk what to do. I really don't. I love how it's hard for me to talk about my feelings but here I am to only a few people who are gonna care enough to read it. And I get it. Shit now I'm making you guys guilty. Fucking god this is the problem with me. I don't mean to but I do. I'm mean to my brother for no reason and I don't want to but I do. Why. I don't fucking know. I want to stop but I can't. God sometimes I wish I could cry more because I've bottled up so much but here I am with a straight face. Typing for no god damn reason.

You guys don't need to hear about my problems I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make this. Oh well. It's not like I care nothings gonna change. Thanks for reading my shit. I guess.

Mint out.

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