i can see your scars ~{changlix}~ Finished

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(Unedited really bad chapter)

Changbin's p.o.v. the next day:

  Olivia, jisung, mum, minho and i were angrily sitting in a circle inside mums house on our large ottoman. We forced Felix to go outside and order food from a restraunt on the other side of the city so we could sort everything out. Why was minho here you ask? Because Jisung couldn't keep his mouth shut and Minho now knows all our secrets. Olivia and i had already scolded him...

  Speaking of scolding, we've all already scolded my mother also for not telling us...but we're all still angry. So Olivia and i forced everyone else here to form a rage secret circle.

   We all got awkward and silent not wanting to go first. I rolled my eyes and spoke up, "Fine then we'll go in order, mother any other secrets?" I mean, we didn't have all the time in the world.

  She nodded and sighed.

  "All those late work days weren't for work, they were for the hospital check ups.... I just wanted you to come back here so you could relive the memories with your father."

  My jaw dropped. So she has known for months? I'm stunned...

  She sighed, "that isn't it...I-...I met Felix at the hospital and befriend him before he got his memory back...so when he remembered my last name i begged him not to tell you...I'm so sorry Changbin...I was just so scared to let you down. But u did that anyways..."

  I couldn't talk. She knew about this for months and she would rather die then tell me...

  "On the bright side I'm like you now Changbin, i can see scars also! Your not alone anymore!"

  Jisung turned toward Olivia. "Wait a second...in the stories aunt used to tell me-"

  "Shhhh I'll tell that when it's my turn." Olivia quickly interrupted.

  Mum looked confused. And that's when we all realized.

  "Wait you didn't tell her!" We all said at the same time. The three aware people turned to me. Mum just looked lost

  "Why're you pinning me for this!"

  "Bro...she's your mother. Wait are you telling me that all she knows is that i know about you?!"

  I thought real hard about it. I haven't had time to chat with her for so long like we usually do...

  "It's your story!"

  "Does she even know that Felix and Olivia are related to me?!"

  Mother gasped and olivia told everyone to calm down.

  "Then we should explain everything we know so far." Olivia suggested. No one objected it. We played rock paper scissors to see who'd have to tell the story but in the end only Jisung and i could tell most of it anyway.
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  "Wow that was a lot of information..." my mother said. Then she turned to Olivia.

  "But i don't get it how can you see scars from birth and him from a much earlier age? And how can i see them only now?"

  "Well for the second question i have an answer but i have to wait to share it. For the first one however we don't know."

  I started thinking. "Well...this definitely has something to do with your guys aunt. There is no way that it can't...no one can make up a story this coincidental."

  I kept thinking. Then it dawned on me.

  "Wait olivia...you said you could see scars since birth?"

  Olivia nodded. "Well at least as far back as i can remember."

  I nodded. "Didn't you say that your mother died the same day you were born because of an accident?"

  Jisung started to see where i was going with it. "No way...Olivia, has Felix ever told you how she actually died?"

  "No...all he says was it was an accident caused by him."

  "Olivia, your mother was in the car with aunty that day...has Felix ever told you your birthday?"

  "Yes...May 2nd 2006"

  My mother and i visibly flinched. They noticed it immediately.

  "Changbin what's wrong?"

  "M-May 2nd 2006...that's the exact day my dad died in a car accident..."

  Then it dawned on me. I quickly turned my head to her.

  "Mother, you said you remember that day vividly correct?"

  She gulped and nodded.

  "Recall anything you can."

  She closed her eyes and started to remember the traumatic night. I'm sorry mother for making you relive a nightmare...

  "Well...you where supposed to be dead that night, but somehow you survived but suffered from amnesia. I remember over hearing the doctors telling me that two women got into an accident and one of them needed to be rushed in immediately. A guy walks up to the the doctor with a tiny child and just started shouting at her about how his wife was pregnant. I was already tired and scared so i got angry at him for disrespecting a doctor especially in front of his child. He got mad and stormed to the bathroom. I took the child to the waiting room and bought him a lolipop. He was to young to understand what was going on. I overheard the doctors saying that the mother was dead but her baby was alive and it was a never seen before miracle. Then i walked back to your room while you were laying there on the bed. Then i fell asleep next to you after that."

  Olivia got pale.

  "Wait...so if she died, and you both were supposed to die...but miraculously didn't, then wouldn't it have something to do with it?" Jisung questioned. I nodded agreeing along with it.

  Olivia jumped up. "You guys i really need to tell you something....i know exactly what she di-"

  "Y-Your the lady who gave me the strawberry lollipop!" We all heard the deep voice and immediately knew who it was. We never heard the door open, but it had and Felix was standing there dumbfounded.

  "Wha-What's going on!?" He sounded hurt and saddened.

  I jumped up. "F-Felix how much did you hear?"

  "Enough to know that you're all hiding something that has to do with Olivia and I's mother!" He started getting a little mad, but stayed composed.

  I know this is a wrong time to think this, but this is another reason why i loved this boy. He managed to always never get angry and always thought and remembered that others were there. Also his love and loyalty for his sister is beautiful.

  He looked directly into my eyes when he said his next words. "I'm tired of waiting...please just tell me what you're hiding. I promise i won't hate you guys." His voice cracked. He teared up.

  I felt my heart break a little. I held out my arms and he walked into them burying his face into my neck trying not to cry. I wrapped my arms around him being careful not to hold him too tightly. He wrapped his arms around me in return. Once he finally felt composed he lifted his head  from my neck making sure to keep his arms around me. I don't think he'll let go any time soon...not that i was bothered.

  He looked back at everyone else from over my shoulder. "I'm ready for you all to tell me."

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Wooow i was not planning to write at all tonight. I was just going to pic a picture...this might've been my worst chapter yet. No lie i wanna redo it but im to lazy and it's 2a.m. on a friday school night....

Jan 8th ²⁰²¹
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(Bruh imma regret posting this it's such rushed garbage. Down the toilet this goes)