i can see your scars ~{changlix}~ Finished

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Felix p.o.v.:

  Chunks and pieces started flying back into place. I remember everything now.

  I started to tense up and feel sick recollecting how bad i had treated Olivia while i had forgot everything. On top of that every time i close my eyes my fathers bloody face was imprinted in my mind. I just feel miserable.

  Tears started dripping down my eyes as i sat alone in the white sheets that contrasted the overall dark room.

  I started shaking with fear, gripping onto the sheets hoping that they would give me some comfort.

  I turned to the clock on the wall barely able to make out the time. It had only been 3:10 a.m.

  That meant I'd be alone for a long time. I closed my eyes and let myself panic.

   I don't want this. I need someone here with me. I don't want to be alone. I need Changbin!

  My head shot up open and my eyes widened.

  Why did i just think that?

  A nurse quickly rushed in panicking.

  "Mr.Felix are you ok? I got notified that your heart rate went up 3 minutes ago and rushed to your room as soon as i could!"

  I looked up at the young nurse confused for a second before i finally came to my senses and acknowledged the beeping on the machine that had been next to me all along.

  "I..." i started not sure of what to exactly say, "I remember."

  The nurse looked up a little more serious now.

  "How much?" He asked.

  "I remember everything."

  To say he looked excited as hell was an understatement.

  "Really!?" He said grabbing onto my hands.

  I nodded shaking a little bit.

  He had seemed to notice because his grip soften.

  "I'll grab you some water and try to call your sister." He stood up and turned on the light.

  He turned around and smiled. "This will take a bit so press the button if you need anything!"

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  It had been 20minutes. I started to feel drowsy and tired again. The nurse wasn't back with the water yet, which is understandable considering he has other patients to tend to. But i decided to let myself go back to sleep. (A/n: yo sorry if my writing seems weird right now...i was watching anime before this and can only read and think of stuff in the main characters voice hahaha)

  I let myself drift off and was almost all the way asleep...until i heard heavy footsteps and shouting.

  "FELIX!"

  My body shot up immediately at the familiar voice.

  "Olivia?" I said confused but happily. I looked up at the door just in time for her to run around the corner. She stopped in the door way panting than looked up into my eyes.

  "I-it's really you now!" She ran as fast as she could into my arms but was careful not to hurt me. I wasted no time in hugging back. At the time when my memory was missing, I didn't know it but i missed my little sister.

  We both started to cry...and not the pretty type. We were sobbing.

  "I'm so happy that i have my brother back!" Her comment only made the both of us cry even harder.

  Olivia is such a strong person. Ican't believe I treated her like a stranger. I could never imagine being put through that. I don't think i could survive going through that if Olivia was the one who forgot everything. I really need her, she's the only family i have left. But if all of that is true...then why did i call out Changbin's name when i first woke up?

  A wave if realization hit me.

  Oh. Nevermind. I get it now.

  "FELIX!"

  I looked up and saw Jisung for about 3 seconds until he jumped on me.

  "Ouch"

  Jisung landed on my stomach causing me to get the wind knocked out of me. This resulted in Olivia scolding him.

  "YAH! HE JUST WOKE UP DO YOU WANT HIM TO GO BACK TO SLEEP?!"

  Jisung kept apologizing and Olivia kept ranting. I started giggling at them. Everything seemed normal...no better than normal. Everything seemed happier. Life was already getting better...i could feel it. And i was excited for it.

  While the other to continued on attempting at talking, i started to notice it wasn't just us 3 in the room.

  I looked up to the door and saw Changbin. He looked adorable. He was staring at my face with a tired and dazed expression. He looked half asleep. He had on a cute pajama set of long pants and a button up plaid top.

  My cheeks started to feel warmer and i didn't even bother to fight it. I knew that I couldn't control it at this point.

  I felt a smile start to form on my lips i was looking into his eyes from across the room. He started blushing a littke also which only made my face get brighter.

  I am head over heels for this boy and i didn't care if it was obvious or not. I love him.

  "Felix...HELLO FELIX!" Changbin and I both got snapped out of our trances and turned toward Jisung's voice.

  "Bro we've been calling you for almost a minute now..." him and Liv giggled a bit.

  'Oh lord what are they planning?'

  "Sooo big brother...what were you staring at? Or should i ask who?"

  Both of them started laughing and Changbin and I looked down embarrassed and red. Even with a little teasing i wouldn't mind living the rest of my life like this.

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(A/n: I could be a jerk and end it here but i won't lol. I know that you guys want minsung and mrs.seo to be ok. Also before you all get to excited...remember that Felix isn't aware of Changbin's gift yet... also bruhhh my Californian self really wants to add bro bruh and like into every sentence oh mygod)

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