My Better Half

10 - What I Felt

A/N : Hey guys! If you're here from Summer Love, then you would know about Elena and Fred. If you aren't from Summer Love, I suggest you go to that book and read chapters 14-19 to understand this flashback chapter.

I was walking back to my dorm after Potions class. I put my books in my arm and tugged my robes off. I hung it on my arm and put my books over it.

I got to Gryffindor Tower and walked through the Fat Lady's portrait after telling her the password. I walked into the common room and there were people scattered around them.

I waved my wand and sent my stuff upstairs as I plopped down in the corner.

I loosened my tie and tugged the hair tie from my hair. My curls loosely fell below my shoulders as I stared across the room. I saw a flash of red in the corner of my eye and I looked over.

Fred was standing by the portrait entrance and I darted my eyes back to the bookshelf in front of me. I clenched my jaw and felt my face heat up.

We haven't talked since we slept together and I didn't want to make it awkward.

Again.

I felt his eyes bore into me as I kept my gaze fixed on the bookshelf. I heard footsteps approaching me and I still looked at the bookshelf.

A hand clasped on my wrist and I looked up and saw Fred. He looked down at me and looked back up. He started walking towards the stairs, essentially dragging me with him.

I tried to drag my feet but it didn't help. He is really strong.

I dug my nails into his arm but there was no stopping him. He swatted my hand and stopped at the bottom of the stairs.

"Fred, what are you doing?" I asked as he looked at my wrist.

He looked up at me and back down at my wrist as he brought it up to his lips. He kissed it as he looked down at me.

Fuck, why are you doing this to me, Fred?

"Fred, I-" I began.

"Shh, just-. Come with me."  Fred said.

I brushed my hair back as I sighed.

"Please." Fred pleaded.

I gave in and nodded as he grabbed my wrist again, softer this time. He led me up the stairs to the boys dormitories and stopped when we reached the top.

We continued walking until we got to his dorm. He swung the door open and the dorm was empty. Fred led us into the dorm and closed the door behind us.

I walked over and sat in the chair in the corner. I rubbed my hands across my lap and sighed.

"Why am I here, Fred?" I asked him.

"You have been ignoring me. You ignore my calls. You don't answer my texts. I want to know why." Fred stated.

"Oh my Merlin, we don't have to do this." I huffed out.

"Yes, we do, Elena." Fred said as he ran his hand through his hair.

"Why do we have to do this, Fred?" I questioned, practically shouting.

"Because we had sex, Elena! Twice! And you keep acting like it didn't happen and that I don't exist." Fred shouted.

I sighed and buried my head in my lap. I looked back up and Fred was looking at me, as if he was waiting for me to do something.