Guardian Vampire

To Be....Fierce

I'm getting really sick of just staying in my room every morning. Considering mommy was breaking things yesterday, I'm scared to see how she will react. Now there is a knock on the door.

"It's open."

"Morning Bella."

"Morning Tanya."

She comes over and sits on the edge of my bed. Then she tells me something that breaks my heart into a million pieces.

"Esme's mad at you, Bella. Really mad."

"Wha...why? I didn't do anything wrong."

"You jumped out of a window to go get a stuffed animal. There is a front door."

"I know, but....Why is she mad that I didn't use the front door?"

"She's not mad that you didn't use the front door, shes mad that you didn't tell her, you killed someone, and got ticked of.  About her!"

"Well maybe if she would tell me the stuff that involves me and to stop keeping it to herself, maybe I wouldn't be ticked off by her."

"Isabella, you can't do that kind of stuff."

"I know Tanya. Its just all my life (I had to fight). My emotions. My sickness. My abuse. Its not fair. Pretty soon Esme is gonna be the next James to me if I leave her mad."

"Bella, what do you want?"

"I want to be safe. I want to have away from all abuse, but that seems like where ever I go, abuse follows me. Even if I am a vampire."

Tanya slightly rubs my back. She picks me up and takes me downstairs. She puts down and tells me to go talk to Esme. Well, she forgot my birthday. Why should I? I need to be nice.

"Um...Um...I uh.... Mommy?"

"What Isabella?"

"I...I want to a...apologize. For, ruining your...AfterLife."

Mommy first has a mad face then suddenly goes into tears. She is sobbing, wiping tears off her face with the back of her hand as they keep drifting down. Her eyes have turned red. She looks at me without wiping tears off her face. Mean while, I'm standing there confused like Ronald McDonald came and gave me a happy meal with his face of it. WHICH IS TRUE! (His face is on all happy meals. If I'm wrong, don't comment about it. I will delete the book. JUST KIDDING! PLEASE TELL ME.) But the happy meal bag was empty.

"Isabella, I'm not...you didn't...okay you know what...Just go away right now. Please?"

"Wha...what? Why?"

"JUST GO!"

I back up slowly before I turn around and run upstairs. I put on a White Shirt and blue jeans. Tears streaming down my face, I'm sick of  crying. I put on my boots. I grab a jacket and throw on the hood. Its raining outside.

"Bella where are you going?" Tanya ask.

"You mean where are we going? I slight look up from zipping up my jacket. My eyes are black. But still with tears. I grab Tanya's hand and jump, and break the window. I land with my hand on the ground, squatting. Tanya is looking at me like she's about to slap me.

I start running pulling Tanya's hand. She starts running too. I let go of her hand and jump high into a tree. We jump from tree to tree. When we land I feel so much better. My hood it still on and I'm still mad. I walk off with out Tanya. I see Jacob but hide. I'm not in the mood.

I see Tanya walking home. So I follow from the trees. When she reaches home. I jump back the through the window we jumped out of. I take off my jacket and shoes. I hop in my bed and read a book. I hear a knock on the door.