Feelings Within The Rain {{MewGulf}}

☂ Chapter 13 ☂

Gulf's POV

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I was confessed to by many people before, yet Mew's voice saying 'I love you' so many times was hitting me hard deep inside, just hearing it sent jolts around my body creating those ticklish butterflies into my stomach even when his not touching me, honestly I felt disgusted when I was confessed to by that actor who even jumped kissing me, compared to Mew's first kiss it was nothing but sickening, while Mew's kisses felt so good that I quickly got addicted to them.

I know that a part of me already fell in love with this cocky actor yet I can't help being afraid, I was hurt so much last time I gave my heart to someone, I can't help but imagine that the is a chance that Mew will also betray me and cast me aside as soon as he find a new lover, I mean this is his supposedly first time falling in love so there could be second time and a third time too.

My mind was full of so many things, the filming, the release of my second book, and now my relationship with Mew, I got so exhausted mentally and to top all that, the sad gloomy weather, the sky keeps getting darker and cloudier and colder but no rain, although I need it now to clear up my mind yet nothing, as if the rain itself is waiting for me to make my decision and the thought is tiring me even more.

"P' Gulf, can I talk to you for a minute" that actor from before approached me in the middle of filming Mew and the agent scene, I looked to him feeling a little angry, I don't need another trouble, I silently went with him to an empty room, I could feel Mew's peeks, he clearly was worried but I need to handle this and end it

"what do you want?" I coldly asked as he stared me a little surprised

"it's about what we talked that day in my house" I glared getting more bothered

"did you really think I will spare you a thought after what you did? You are really dumb, go find someone else to play with"

"I really love you, I've been watching you for years"

"you don't love me, you are just attracted to my body, if you really did love me, you would never attack me like"

"I'm really sorry, I lost control that time, I just can't wait to be your lover" just the thought of being his lover is sickening

"well I don't and I will never love you so give up and find someone else" I stated but I could see that he got angry and anxious

"I will do anything for you, I will love you and make you happy, give me a chance"

"I really don't want to be mean but there is no way I would fall for you" he stepped closer facing me with an enraged look

"why? I know everything about you, I was one of your first fans, I followed you for years, I even know about your ex-boyfriend Ken who betrayed you with a professor" my eyes widened with his last sentence, I unconsciously held him tightly by the collar and shot him death glares feeling so furious

"don't ever talk about that bastard again, just hearing his name disgust me to the core, wait, a stalker like you is even worst, stay away from me and never approach or even look at me again" he looked scared and shocked, I really wanted to kick him hard but I controlled myself and shoved him away, just when I was about to walk away, he grabbed me by thr wrist and pinned me hard to the wall

"if I can't have you by a confession then let me use real action" he said while I was struggling to free myself, he started coming closer kissing me down my neck until he reached and forced another kiss on lips, I swear I almost threw up, I tried to kick him with my legs but he pushed down on the floor hitting my head hard, I even felt a little dizzy and my vision got a little blurry and couldn't move for a minute while he started unbuttoning my shirt still kissing and even disgustingly licking me , suddenly I saw him flying to other side of the room