Chapter 10

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Matthew's POV

I can't take it, I miss her so much, I haven't left my room in days.

I feel like this is all my fault,I fucked up now all I get,is a dead ex girlfriend.

I wonder if her parents know,but I'm not telling them,I couldn't even look at that house with out bursting into tears.

I still have her voice mail on my phone,I replay it and replay it all the time,also I sleep with her blanket every night.

Oh man,I remember that she couldn't fall asleep with out it, the tears started to flow.

Again more and more,when every thoughts of Sabrina came in my mind,

I wouldn't want to do anything just cry.
I was interrupted by a knock on my bedroom door,

"Matt let us in", it was the boys Nash Cam,Jacks,Carter,Taylor,Aaron,and Shawn.

"Uh.. I don't feel so good maybe later"I lied,but they picked the lock and walked in,stood in front of my bed looking at me.

"Matt what's with you man,we have been worried about you"Nash said,

"I'm just going threw some really hard times right now"I said.

"Like what?"Taylor asked

"My mom is really sick and isn't getting better"I lied,

I had no choice, the boys would never look at me the same if I told them the truth,

"Oh Man we're really sorry"Shawn said.The rest nodded there heads,

"Well if you need us then we're always here for you"Gilinsky said,

"Thanks guys I really am happy that you have my back"I said.

A couple minutes later,they all left my room, and I was finally alone again.

Cam's POV

Omg did you see his face,
that little pussy was,
crying over some girl that already moved on.

Wow love can really change you,after we left out of Matt's bedroom,

I called Lily and told her about him.
But she didn't want to hear it so she hung up on me,

I was getting tired
of Lily's bullshit right now,I was on my way to Mahogany's house.

Once I pulled up to the front yard,got out my car,I ran inside her house and went straight into Mahogany's room.

"Cam what are you doing here?"she asked shocked,

"You better do something about your Little,sister before I do something myself"I stated.

"Ok I will, just give me time please"she begged,

"You have until midnight tonight,or I kill your sister"I said.And stormed out the house,got in my car and drove back home.

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