Dilemma

Dilemma Part Two

Three weeks later you enter through the impressive doorway into the new Big Hit building as a valued member of the team.
The new dance studios and dressing rooms are much larger and luxurious by comparison. There's even a hair salon, everything can be done in house.
You get to work setting up your own workstation; and as if by magic, timed to perfection, you are ready just in time.
Today the remaining nine girls will be shooting concept pictures and a short MV; it will be their final chance to make the group.

A month later, you are introduced to the six members of the new group (still no name at this stage) and you are very pleased to see your new friends MJ (Mi-joon) and Ji-hun have both made the cut.
"Unnieeeee" they both squeal hugging you and jumping around. "Congratulations girls, I knew you would make it, you're so talented I wish I could dance like you MJ; and Ji, you have an angelic voice!"
There are high fives all round as you congratulate all the girls that made it in. Now their hard work will really begin!

...

The following week is the first time that you run into BTS!

Well one of them to be precise. As you are exiting from the girls dressing room, someone bumped into you and knocked you down from the side onto the floor. A sexy voice apologises.
"OMG! I'm so sorry please forgive me, I was not looking where I was going," and a pair of arms snake around your waist to help you up.
"No, my bad I should have taken a little more care" you reply as you are helped back to your feet, where you meet the sparkling dark brown eyes of the most gorgeous and angelic man you have ever seen. He is truly ethereal.

There is a long and awkward silence as you both stare at each other. Eventually he breaks into a smile as he announces. "Oh, I am Park Jimin, by the way, nice to bump into... I-I mean, meet you," he smiles as he corrects himself. His smile lights up the entire corridor and his voice is...
"Are you okay?" he interrupts your thoughts. This jolts you back to reality.
"Oh-oh, yes, pleased to meet you Jimin-ssi, I am L/n Y/n," as you return his bright smile.
Beginning to walk away backwards, he quips, "Ah, so you're the famous Y/n, we've heard so much about you. I'm sorry again, but I must dash, I am late. See you around Y/n" he says as he waves and he turns to begin jogging away.

You watch him disappear along the corridor rooted to the spot, dumbfounded. "You just spoke to Park friggin Jimin! He knows who I am? How?" You think to yourself, mind in overdrive . "He is a member of the hottest group in South Korea and he said hello to me!"
Of course, you know who BTS are and you actually really like them – A LOT; and you have been to quite a few concerts.
Your Bias is and always has been Taehyung, you have died a thousand deaths from his stare alone. Thoughts of seeing him had consumed you for weeks. But now you are not so sure. Jimin is indeed gorgeous and his smile left you breathless.
Scolding yourself for becoming a complete, gibberish mess in front of him you turn on your heel you walk along the corridor. Pushing wayward thoughts from your mind.

...

A couple of days later, whilst tending to MJ, she asks, "What's making you so happy Unnie?
You look at her reflection in the mirror bemused. "What do you mean?"
Her eyes widen with a, spill the tea look. "You're humming, who is he?"
You blush a little, but don't actually know why. "What are you saying, can't I just be happy in my work, why does it have to be about a man?"
She eyes you suspiciously. "Yeah Okay Unnie, if you say so" and she diverts her attention back to her phone.

Suddenly your attention is drawn to a conversation just to your left, some of the girls sitting gossiping, as you hear Jimin's name mentioned.
"Oh! Did you see Jimin Oppa yesterday? Oh my god he is so hot?" The first girl said, gushing and fluttering her eyelashes.
"Yah, In your dreams, he is 25, and too old for you; he wouldn't look twice at any of us anyway, but it won't stop me looking" the second girl replied, as they all giggle.
"But Jungkook Oppa is only 22 and he is definitely on my radar," comments the third girl, while swooning.
"Oh, you've no chance. I Heard he is gay!" Scoffs the fourth girl.
They all answer her at the same time "You're so wrong Unnie, he is definitely not gay!"
The first girl speaks again and your interest piques again, as she states, "Well I know you're all wrong about Jimin Oppa, because he spoke to me yesterday...He was definitely flirting with me!" She adds with confidence.
There was a collective "OMG! Are you serious? Did he?"
And you find yourself adding the comment "Don't flatter yourself sweetie, Jimin flirts with everyone," mentally scolding yourself for sounding... jealous?

Then the conversation fades out as you become aware of a pair of eyes staring at you and turn your head to meet them in the mirror. MJ's lips are pursed together, her tongue is poking her cheek out as she looks straight at you raising her eyebrows.
She quietly says, "Which one is it, Jimin or Jungkook? And don't try lying to me I just saw your face."
"Oh ermm...It's neither really or both possibly" you ponder but continue by way of explanation. "I-I-I just bumped into Jimin in the corridor the other day and it was a little... embarrassing. I mean literally, he knocked me over, but he was so sweet. He stopped to help me up and to make sure I was okay. I think we had a moment. He is really good looking. I really like BTS and have always dreamed of meeting Taehyung, he is my bias; but now I am a little conflicted. We...err...locked eyes after the 'accident' and somehow it feels like I am cheating on Tae – OMG! That sounds so pathetic" not giving her a chance to comment on your waffling, you laugh at yourself.