Dilemma

Dilemma Part Six

       Jisoo has difficulty waking you the next morning. You are having such a nice dream, it's still so early and so warm and comfy in his arms.
       "Y/n...Y/n! Wake up! We have been invited to breakfast with the boys and you have 20 minutes to get ready!"
        As soon as you hear this you're jolted back to reality and your eyes shoot open. "Omg! What time is it?"     
        She whisper shouts "9.36 and we have to be there by 10...Now move!"
        You have the quickest shower in history, rough dry your hair and shove it up in a messy bun, once you're dressed you apply concealer to cover the dark circles, add a touch of lip gloss and....done!
        You're going to see Jimin again. Hopefully it will not be awkward.

        The lift door opens and there, standing in the foyer waiting for us is Sejin AND JIMIN. They are chatting but turn towards the direction of the lift as it pings its arrival. Both have huge smiles on their faces. Your heart is beating out of your chest as you lock eyes with him briefly.
        "Welcome ladies, please follow me to our table" Sejin says as he begins to stroll towards us.
         Jimin cuts him off and offers his bended elbow to you "Allow me to escort you Y/n." He hangs back a little as Sejin extends his arm to the others indicating the direction we are to go in.
        Jimin leans into your ear and whispers "You look beautiful Y/n. I wish I could kiss you again" and you know your cheeks have turned bright pink at his words.

         He is the perfect gentleman; seating you before taking the chair next to you.
         Before long breakfast is over and you have to say goodbye to the boys as you still have to vacate your rooms before returning  to the venue to finish the pack up. They have some free time before the flight, so will be off doing their own things for a few hours.
          Your return flight is later this afternoon; you will be leaving for the airport straight from the venue and will not get to see Jimin again until you arrive at the terminal.

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        During the flight all of the members are really friendly; even Suga, who can be a little cold. With little interactions between all of you unlike the outward journey which was a little awkward.
        You and the girls have got on really well  over the past few days working together and you are all chatting happily. You can see Jimin keep glancing in your direction. He is desperately trying to get your attention.
        You make your excuses to the girls as you need the facilities and make your way forward and past where Jimin is sitting as he watches you disappear through the curtain.

        When you emerge from the toilet he is waiting there for you giving you a quick hug. "Can we meet tonight?" he asks quietly.
       "How? Where?" you respond, questioning.
       He doesn't say anything, instead he grabs your hand and places a piece of paper in it, just as the stewardess comes through the curtain and asks you both to take your seats as the pilot is starting the approach to land.
       When you take your seat you carefully open the folded paper in your hand and find a phone number and the words 'my number, text me'. You smile to yourself and add it to your contacts and quickly type a message.
       now you have my number too x.

       Sejin announces that you may all go straight home from the airport, but asks you to be back at work early tomorrow to assist with wardrobe organisation and thanks you all.   Bowing respectfully you thank him and say your goodbyes.

        Within an hour you are back in your apartment and getting ready to take a long shower when your phone pings. 
        You read the message, shocked, with eyes wide, like saucers.
       Where do you live? I want to come over. I Can't wait any longer to see you again. Jimin.
        Oh my gosh, you start to panic; it won't take him long from the dorm, it's only about 15 minutes away from here! You send him your address with shaking hands and ask how long he will be.
        Be with you in twenty 😉.  Comes the reply.
        You're not going to get your long hot shower again; but you are so glad you live alone.
        You take another quick shower and you are ready in less than 20 minutes.

        Just 3 minutes after you emerge and dress, there is a quiet knock on your door.
        You open it to find a beaming Jimin leaning against the frame carrying a brown paper bag as he lifts it and says.
       "Hope you're hungry, I brought food"
        He looks hot, obviously freshly showered, his hair still damp as he pushes himself off the wall and strolls in through the open door, kicking his shoes off in the process.

       He makes his way to the kitchen and without glancing back asks "Plates? Chopsticks?" He is so calm and collected the complete opposite of you. You are a trembling nervous wreck.
       You sit and share the delicious food and the awkwardness you are feeling begins to evaporate. As before, the conversation begins to flow and you are getting along really well.

        You stand to clear the plates and rinse them; stacking them by the sink, when a pair of arms wind round your middle and pull you in tight so there is no space between you.
        And a little voice whispers "I have been waiting all day to do this," sending a shiver down your spine. He turns you in his arms and plants his perfectly plump pink lips onto yours, one hand in the small of your back to pull you closer and the other curls round the back of your neck as he deepens the kiss hungrily.  You respond immediately, closing your eyes as he gently bites your lower lip asking for entrance; without hesitation your lips part to let his tongue slip inside to explore and battle with yours in a ritual dance for domination. Your hands resting tantalisingly on his firm chest. 

        He breaks away and takes you by the hand, leads you to the couch pulling you down onto his lap as his lips find yours again. As he kisses you your head tilts automatically to the side.
        You feel his smirk as he eyes your neck and then, leaving your lips wanting, he gently begins chasing soft butterfly kisses along your jawline making his way to your exposed neck then nipping and sucking at it.

        You let out an involuntary low moan and breathlessly you murmur to him "Jimin please don't mark me...how will I explain it at work tomorrow everyone knows I do not have a boyfriend."
        He just lets out a low hmmm. Emphasising between each butterfly kiss he plants on you. "Well. You. Will. Have. By. The. End. Of. Tonight. If. You. Accept. Me...Be. Mine"

        Lost in the Moment for a split second until reality hits. You pull away a little and scoot onto the seat next to him, noticing his cute pout you cup his face in your hands.
        It is obvious that there is a mutual attraction between you so you affirm your feelings. "Oh Jimin, I would like nothing more than to call myself your girlfriend, but we need to be realistic here. You are not allowed to date. So how could it possibly work?"

        It is silent between you for a moment as he processes the dilemma he faces. Technically it isn't forbidden, but is frowned upon; with staff especially.
        But then he caresses your cheek and says "Y/n it has to work. I don't know what you have done to me. But you intoxicate me. I am already obsessed with you. I want to be with you, and I want to make you mine so badly."
       He pecks your lips and continues "We can keep it quiet for now and make sure it is definitely what we both want, but promise me once we are both sure we come clean and let the company know."
       You nod your head, because you want this too.