LeviSometimes I feel like I can't breathe.
Like I am trapped in an endless cycle and no matter how much I try ... I can't escape.
Is death really the only option? I am not scared of it, I fantasize about it actually. Is death the freedom I seek for?
I had many questions going through my head the first day I started working at Titan High school. I didn't finish high school since I had lost all motivation to continue an education since my Sophomore year. My first job was at a convenience store but one day a drunk bastard came and started a fight with me and I was immediately fired.
And in an attempt to start again, I ended up here. It only took one look at the newspaper and a quick interview and I was hired.
And on the first day ... I met him.
"I am professor Erwin Smith."
And the moment I gazed upon his blue eyes. His eyes as beautiful as the sky, for a short moment I believed that living my horrible life was all worth it as long as I got to see those eyes once again.
I found myself breathless and stunned. I even thought of myself as inferior and I still think that way. I don't even know how in the hell was someone as beautiful as him, ever looked in my way.
And somehow and another, I found myself sleeping on his bed since that day.
That day...
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"Do I put off that kind of vibe? Not to be mean but I kinda don't want to see as the 'easy' type around here."
Your words startled Levi mostly because you seemed to be very monotone about the situation. He knew he had come off as bold but Levi preferred to be straightforward when it came to this kind of thing. Although he looked calm on the outside, he was actually shitting himself. He had never asked a woman before to do this kind of thing.
"It's not that I don't want to do it with you, I believe you are a very attractive man," you say as you smile at Levi. "But I don't want you to feel like you need to do something to repair me ... Well, for yesterday."
You began to walk away and Levi slowly followed you. It's not like he a hurry to go home, after all, so maybe talking to you for a bit won't be bad. He was also intrigued by the situation and your way of taking this so lightly. Levi was kinda glad actually, that you didn't feel offended by his question.
"It's not that, I actually just want to try and have something with you," Levi looks around him, the streets were quiet, just a few cars passing by. Laughter and chit chat of the few restaurants they were passing by. It was such a peaceful afternoon and even it was a pleasant scenery.
"Are you trying to get with me ... So you can stop the rumors that you are sleeping with Erwin?"
You kept walking but you stopped in your tracks as you noticed that Levi has stopped walking next to you. Turning around, you notice that the short man looks perplexed and he had an upside-down smile, a bit of a blush on his cheeks, and the sunlight reflected on his dark blue eyes, showing every emotion possible.
"He is quite beautiful."
"I am not stupid, I've only been here a couple of weeks but everyone knows about you two and the accident," you say as you watched him stay quiet. "Of course. right now it's only a rumor but you are on thin ice buddy."
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Death Can Wait (Levi x Reader)
FanfictionModern AU: Levi x Female Reader Levi Ackerman works as a janitor for Titan High-school. While having a secret relationship based solely on sex with history professor, Erwin Smith, Levi finds himself struggling to live. Although Levi has strong rom...