Jack finally got his cast off. Which is a lot better since now he can actually help with Emma a lot more.
"Babyyyy." Jack said walking into the bedroom. "I took Emma to your mom's house." He said and smirked. "Ok and...?" I asked. He walked over to me and pushed me up against the wall. "We haven't done anything in a while." "Jack please I'm not really in the mood." I said and pushed him off. "Why not?" He asked grabbing my wrist and pulling me back. "Because. I'm just tired and not comfortable." "Why aren't you comfortable?" "I'm just not." I mumbled.
Truth was that I feel like I look like I'm still pregnant. I have yet to loose this weight since I've been taking care of Emma 24/7 and eating all the time. I don't want Jack to see me like this at all, it just makes me feel insecure.
"Bella you're beautiful" Jack said grabbing both of my hands. I looked down, "I'm not. Do you see this?" I asked pointing to my stomach. "Fat." I mumbled. "You just had a baby. " "And I look like I'm still pregnant." "You don't. I think you're really sexy." He said and pecked my lips. "I think every other guy who sees you thinks you're really sexy, but they can't have you because youre mine." He said and I smiled. "I love you. You always make me feel better." "I love you too babe. But we don't need to do anything until you feel comfortable ok." "Ok thanks for respecting me." "Of course babe. You deserve nothing less"
"Me you and Emma all need to go get pictures taken. We have like no pictures hanging in this house." "Ok schedule it." "Alright babe." "Hey we need to talk." "Ok let's talk then." I said and sat at the table across from Jack. "Jack and I need to go to California." "When?" "Next month." "How long?" "A week." "Ok that's fine." I said getting up and smiling. "You can always come with us." "No it's fine. I don't really wanna go on a plane with Emma. That would be a mission." "True. Ok so find a photographer so we can do the shoot." "Alright. Go get Emma from my mom." "Alright, my family is having a barbecue tonight. Can we go? A lot of my family haven't met Emma yet." "Yeah what time?" "5. It's 3 right now." "Yeah of course we can go." I said and smiled.
"Hello is this Brittany?" I said calling a photographer. "This is her." "Hi I was wondering if we can set up a shoot?" "Yes of course. Is Tuesday of next week ok?" "Perfect." "Ok so how many people." "Three." "Alright and..." She continued asking questions. I answered them all then Jack came in with Emma as I hung up the phone. "Tuesday next week we are taking the pictures ok." "Ok babe. Go start getting ready." He said and I nodded. I took Emma to her room and changed her into (picture). I put her in her swing and then changed into (picture).
"Jack are you ready?" I asked after finishing my makeup. "Yeah." He replied. I picked up Emma and then went to the living room. "You dress her like a little adult." Jack said and chuckled. "She looks cute doesn't she?" "Very." He said and took her from me. He put her in her car seat and then picked the carseat up. "Is the group going to the bbq?" I asked knowing since all of our families are good friends they are usually invited. "Yeah." He said and I nodded. We got in the car and I start texting the girls.
To:Ally💥❤️
I can't wait for you to see how I dressed Emma!!
From:Ally💥❤️
Omg I'm with Mallory and we are dying to see.
To:Ally💥❤️
I'll be there in 5 minutes.
I put my phone down and looked at Jack, I smiled and held his hand. "You're hand is so big compared to mine." I said and started playing with the hand that wasn't on the steering wheel. He laughed and then we got to his parent's house. "Should I get the stroller?" He asked. "Yeah." I replied and he did.
We walked into the house and I said hi to his parents. "Jack I haven't seen you in so long!" A middle aged women said coming up to Jack. "Hey aunt Shelly." He said and hugged her. "Who's this beauty?" She asked looking at me. I smiled, "That's my girlfriend Bella and this is my daughter Emma." Jack said and moved the stroller so Shelly could get a better look. "Oh my god her outfit is so cute." She said bending down and and touching Emma's hand. "She's such a good baby." "She could be. But she definitely has her moms attitude." Jack said and I rolled my eyes playfully.
We finished saying hi to all of Jack's family members and now we are walking over to the group. "Let me see her!" Ally yelled and walked over to the stroller. "Oh my god Bella. She's so cute. Can I carry her?" She asked and I nodded. She took her out of the stroller and I sat down next to Sam and Jack. "Hey Sammy" I said and smiled. "Hey Bella." He said and gave me a hug. I heard Emma start crying, "What did you do?" "Nothing. She wants you." Mallory said and I took Emma. "Jack can you go heat up her bottle. The bottles are in the diaper bag." "Ok babe." He said and got up. "Daddy's getting your bottle baby. Shhh." I said and started bouncing her up and down while she sat on my leg. "She's so cute Bella. She looks just like you." Sam said and lightly smiled.
I know this whole thing is still hard on him, trust me it's still hard on me too. I still love Sam with all my heart, and I would be so happy if it was Emma Marie Wilkinson, but thats not how it worked. And I'm ok with that now because I love Jack too and he makes me happy. He's also a great dad to Emma so he's everything I could ever want and ne- "Bella here." Jack said handing me the bottle interrupting my thoughts. "Ok." "I'll feed her." He said taking her from me. I nodded and went to sit next to the girls.
