*next week*
Today we're taking pictures. Jack, Emma and I were wearing red and black flannels. We got to the photography place and waited for Brittnay to finish taking pictures of the other family. "Hello, how are you" Brittnay said. "Good and you, this Jack and Emma. "Nice to meet you Jack and oh my god she's so cute" she said. "Thank you" I said and smiled. We took a bunch of pictures and she told us the they would be sent to us next week. We arrived at our house and Jack told me that we needed to talk. We went inside, I put Emma in her crib since she fell asleep and then went to the couch where Jack was. "So what do you need to talk to me about" I asked. "So this is really big. My whole career is taking off now and I'm going to spend a lot of time in L.A and eventually im going to have to move there and that's going to be really soon. So it's better if we move to L.A. You can either tell me what you want to do now or you can think about it this week but I just want what's best for us and the baby." he said. I stood there shocked, I had so much to think about. I put my head down and took a second before I went crazy. "Jack I have to think about it ok?" I said. "Ok babe that's fine, are you ok?" "No" I said and walked outside. I walked over to my house and saw Melissa and my mom sitting on the couch. I told them everything and they didn't want me to leave but it was best for Jack and at the end of the day I do want him to be there for Emma. Which I understood but I was so stressed and I just had a baby, I barley get sleep and now this. Its not easy and going on a plane with Emma is going to be a nightmare. I walked back to my part of the house and Jack was sitting on the couch. "Why did you walk out like that" he said sounding angry. "Because I went to go talk to my mom and Melissa" I said. "What did they say?" "Nothing" "Why can't you tell me" "Because it's not a big deal my god, I just needed advice. Ok, this is difficult. We just did the house, this means leaving both of our families and being on our own, its a lot of stuff Jack and can't just make the decision in two seconds."Ok but this is a good jump start to my career, don't you care about that" "Jack of course I care, that's wonderful but we have a baby now. We need to put her infront of us now, it's not all about us anymore" I said yelling at this point. "I know but my career is important, are you seriously telling me that I can't be famous because of Emma" "Please tell me when those words came out of my mouth. She's more important, do you not care about her." "You know that ever since Emma came you don't give me any attention" he said. "Are you kidding me, um maybe because she's a week old. Youre 18 im pretty sure you can do most things by yourself, if not we have bigger problems here" "You know what Bella just go, go talk to all your little friends and family about this and hopefully you'll make a decision. Actually why don't you go talk to Sam since you still have feelings for him, im sure he gives great advice" he said and walked outside and into his car. At this point I started to cry and so did Emma because Jack woke her up when he slammed the door. "It's gonna be ok baby, mommy thinks your way more important than moving to California" I said and kissed her forehead.
Right now its 12 am and Jack still hasnt come back yet. I'm really starting to worry that he won't come back at all. I just want to sleep since I barely have any time to do that,but I'm gonna stay awake until Jack comes back.
At around 1, I heard the front door open and close. Jack came walking through the bedroom door, "You decided to come home?" I asked and put my phone down. "Bella I'm sorry I shouldn't have stormed out of here like that. I know that you're really tired and stressed out." He said and sat next to me on the bed. "Yeah Jack you know, I had a kid like last week and I barely get any sleep. I never said I didn't want you to continue your career or anything, its just our daughter is only 2weeks old and you think that now is the time to pick up and move. We won't have anyone to help us in California." I said. "I know babe but we can't keep relying on our parents for money. We need to make our own and I don't want you to be working and I won't get a good job out here since I don't have a college degree. I will make so much money when we get to California." "I know. I guess we're going to California then." I said and smiled lightly. "I love you." "I love you too." I said and he pecked my lips. "Go to sleep I know you're tired." He said and I laid back. As soon as I closed my eyes, Emma started crying. "Really?" I said and groaned then got up. "It's ok babe. I got it." Jack said and got up. I laid back down and closed my eyes.
