Hurt

Chapter 2

Nerves. This wasn't some type of nerves you get when you have a big test. Nerves as in shaking so bad to see the boy that makes you weak. Those nerves was what I had. Everyday. Actually.

Visions of him danced around my mind every time my eyes were screwed shut. Making my brain wonder off during a class assignment. Yeah, these visions. They make my heart beat just a second faster.

Feeling the breath get knock out of you is no fun. I had to gain back all of mine when I spotted him with his group.

First actually day of class. Staring at him sitting in the back of the classroom. Laughing. Acting like he hasn't got a care in the world.

His eyes squinted with the amount of laughter he was producing.

I couldn't help myself from looking at what light brown skin he had. Every move he made got me weaker.

I wanted to see up front. My luck ran out when there was a seat only available beside of yours truly.

It felt as if my heart dropped out onto the floor.

As I shook I tried to remain calm.

I simply slid into my seat not even stealing a glance at his appearance.

Yet, I could smell him. His Cologne was slightly strong. Not to strong to burn a persons nose yet strong enough to tingle your insides.

I could feel my chest moving up and down rapidly. Praying that he wouldn't notice me sitting there.

Yeah, his friends was very attractive. But just didn't hit me in the type a way he did.

There I felt lighting bolts enter in my skin as his arm brushed against mine as he turned forwards.

"Pardon me." his voice was like angels singing hallelujah replaying in my head.

A smile crept onto his face.

"Are you going to talk or are you going to just continue to stare at me?" Smiling a big smile.

"Oh. Uh. Sorry." I pushed my hair back from my face, barely whispering.

I felt all my confident run dry as he licked his lips and nods.

"Well, if you don't mind. Could I borrow a pen?" His voice soft.

I drove myself into my bag finding a pen and handing it over towards him with a shaky hand.

"Do I make you nervous?" A smirk grew across his sculpted face.

"No. just a little chilly in here." I boosted my confident up.

"Well then take my jacket." wrapping it around me.

It had his scent strongly placed on it, as I put it on it slightly overtook my body.

My face turned into a grin. "thank you, um I'm Scotland." I shyly got out as he replied.

"I am Hudie, and you're welcome. I'll be back for it at the end of the day."

I nod and started taking down notes as my heartbeat had time to calm down.

I just had a conversation with The Hudie. The boy who always had ignored me. Until now.

As every class went by I slowly continued to think of his and I's conversation.

Walking to lunch was awfully dreadful.
People staring, whispering.

One girl came up to me and even asked me if that was his jacket. Even when I nodded she gave me a awful glare and went on her way. Feelings like these make me want to shred away from this jacket and run home, where I am safe from all people.

I walked inside the cafeteria dreading to pick a place to sit by myself. People sending me death glares. My whole world became in slow motion as he came in, walking towards me. Why me? I felt everyone's eyes staring deep into my soul wondering the exact same thing. I am certain people could see my heart on the floor when an arm flew around my shoulder. I looked up. It was yours truly.

Feelings grew up in my throat making my stomach feel worst than it already has.

He led me to "the table" the table where all of his friends were.

I tried to remain strong but I couldn't even get one word out of my mouth.

I couldn't even eat considering that I was sitting right beside him. Arm still around my shoulder.

This must be what heaven felt like. I smiled to myself as I continued to listen to their conversation.

"Alright. this is my crew. That's Josh, Hunter, Gavin, and Jacob." long slim fingers pointed.

They exchanged their hellos and greeted me like I was some kind of treasure.

I felt a warm breath by my ear.

"Keep the jacket love. From those goosebumps I see it looks like you need it more than I do."

His breath sent shivers down my spine as I nod and try to hide my blush.

"Hey look guys. Scotland here is hanging with us tonight. Treat her good. Or you're out." he remarked throwing up cute little hand gestures.

"Um." I spoke up "where exactly are you taking me?" I met his hazel eyes as he smirked

"Well now if I tell you that would ruin the fun." winking afterwards.

It's like he could make my legs feel like jello and make my heart melt with one little word.

Scared. I guess I could say im a little scared. But hey. What would be the fun in that? I smirked to myself only to lean in a little closer to his body. Ready for tonight.
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Chapter two is up!!! Yay! I'm still really happy about this book. I'm putting a lot of effort towards it and I hope you guys enjoy it as much as I am! Please comment and vote! It means the world to me!
~brianna