Hurt

Chapter 4

Tears. I haven't cried in a while.

Pain. Hurting so much you don't want to show your face.

Hurt. The feeling that you get when the boy of your dreams breaks your heart in a matter of a minute.

Feelings like these make my head hurt. Realizing that I still had his jacket.. I probably should give it back.

Walking to school. Feeling my head with crazy things to try and numb the pain. His jacket in my hands.

There I saw him sitting at the desk like nothing had happened.

I laid the jacket down on the desk in front of him. Properly sitting down beside him. I felt like he was staring a hole in my head. I shivered. Rubbing my arms trying to keep warm.

"Please. Can you just put the jacket on?" He softly asked me.

I felt him lift the jacket off the table pushing it towards me.

I grabbed it putting it over my shoulders without saying another word to him. Yeah I know I loved hearing his voice. But I can't just forgive him.

Walking to lunch was a little less scary,

Finding a spot to be alone went well.

I felt a hand tap on my shoulder.

Just a gentle tap not an aggressive one.

"Could I sit down?" A voice like gold rang through my ears.

I just shrugged my shoulders. Seeing as I was still not talking to him.

He sat down right beside me. snug. But there were still space for 5 people to sit around us.

"Why'd you leave last night?" He asked looking at me with a raise eyebrow.

I sighed. "Because that wasn't my thing." I said chest held high.

"I was joking around Scotland. I didn't think you were going to think it was real." He sighed back.

"For the first time. You made me think that someone actually care for me. But sir. You don't need to worry about me anymore because I am done talking to you." I stood up slowly. Taking off the jacket and placed it down on his lap. Walking away leaving him there. Alone in the lunchroom.

I stood at my locker feeling the tears about coming to my eyes.

I shut my locker door to only let out a scream.

"I'm sorry. Did I frighten you?" He grabbed my arm softly.

Sparks fly as I tried to calm down.

I shook my head. "No."

"Here. Take the jacket." I only shook my head.

"Please. I want you to. Like I want you to give me another chance."

I was shocked by the words that came out of his mouth.

"I.. I um okay?" My eyes twitched in confusion.

"Thank you. be ready by 7:00 sharp" he lightly kissed me on my head, slipped the jacket on me, and left.

Confusion. Confusion overtook me. Slightly cold by the cold chills that left goosebumps on my skin. That was the first time his lips actually touched my face. Blushing appeared quickly.

He arrived like he said he would right at 7:00.

I smiled as I greeted him at my door.

"Ready?" He smiled.
"Yes." I nod.

Relief. Sometimes relief feels through your body as you feel some kind of emotion that you can't put your tongue on. Yes. Due to the fact that I am in fact back to my state of loving this guy in front of me. I do say I am relieved.

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Chapter 4 is up! Yay! How are you guys liking it so far? Do you want a part to be in Hudies POV? If so let me know!
~brianna