I'm willing to take you in. [BokuAka]

-Part twenty five-

TW: little spicy but they don't go all the way ;) 

Wednesday
11:54 AM

Akaashi's POV

Me and Koutarou have been chilling with his family for a few hours now, I've started to feel a little overwhelmed so I tugged on Koutarou's shirt a little motioning for him to listen to me.
Since we were sitting next to each other on the sofa he only had to turn around.
He hummed looking me straight into my eyes, ''I'll go to your room, I feel a little overwhelmed.'' I whispered and Koutarou nodded after my statement.
''You can go, I'll grab some snacks and come down there and join you.'' Koutarou said with a soft smile on his face, I smiled back at him and got up and started walking down the stairs.
Koutarou explained to the rest to why I left since I didn't, well I think they'd understand why: I'm not that social and I was already quiet tired by now.
I went to Koutarou's old room thru a hallway, the door was open so I walked in and closed it behind me.
I looked in one of my duffel bags and took out a pair of shorts, it was a comfortable pair because I wore them during practice.
Now that I think of it our coach has been gone for a long time, we haven't had practice in a long time because of it.
I sat down on the bed after changing and took my knees up to my chin there after put a blanked over myself, I took out my phone and started texting Oikawa.

You- Oikawa help me

Whats wrong Aka-chan~  -Oikawa

You- one thing is that me and Bokuto
Are at his family home and the other
one is that we gotta sleep in the 
same bed for like a week..

Well that's awesome maybe you-Oikawa
Actually have a chance with him                 
after all                 

You- ARE YOU CRAZY HE IS MY
TEACHER!

Okay and? there are many people -Oikawa
who would or are dating their                 
teachers                  

You- Yeah nope I'm gonna go, Bokuto
is here bye!

I put my phone away as I heard he door creak open, I thought it was Koutarou but I guess not because that person did not quiet sound like him after they spoke.
''Alright Akaashi, tell me'' Yua said as she locked the door, I turned around and sat normally with one raised eyebrow.
''Tell me what are your intentions with my brother, and do you like him back?'' She asked with a straight face, I didn't know what to do since I myself didn't know how I felt towards him really, and what does she mean LIKE HIM BACK?!

-Yua I have completely no idea in what the hell you mean so please enlighten me.

I said with a monotone face trying to cover up the fact that I was not ready for a question like that.
''trying to sound mature now? I see. Well I know that you understood what I meant so better think of an answer until tomorrow'' She had now turned around to unlock the door until I spoke.
''What if I don't have a answer?'' I asked with a mischievous smirk on my face, she looked at me thru her shoulder ''I already have it, your really easy to read just like Koutarou. I'll leave you two love birds alone I don't want to ruin the mood'' she said now unlocking the door, on the other side of the door Koutarou was standing he looked pissed as hell.
''You better take good care of him, especially when the both of you feel the same towards each other'' Yua said walking next to Koutarou who was now frozen, he was looking forward with a bowl of popcorn in one of his hands and a bottle of coke in the other one.
''Kou, are you alright?'' I asked waving my hands in front of me, he blinked a few time and nodded walking in to the room.
he placed down the things on the desk then went to lock the door, I got up from his bed and walked up behind him. Before Koutarou could turn around I hugged him from behind.
I felt how he stiffened up for a second but then quickly relaxed, I nuzzled my face into his back.
We have been hugging like that for a minute or two until I pulled back and let him turn around, Koutarou turned around a second after I pulled back.
''Keiji, what did Yua tell you?'' He asked me with a questionable look on his face, I looked up to look into his eyes ''Nothing much, why?'' I lied.
''Just tell me what she said Keiji.'' He took a step closer to me, I took a step back after that.
''Gosh she just asked me what my intentions with you are'' I said giving in ''You sure? because I heard more then that.'' I turned around and walked over to his bed while answering, ''If you heard it then why are you asking me?'' I had a smirk on my face while saying that.

''Because I wanted to know if you'd be honest with me'' Koutarou smirked back at me, but this time he wore a mischievous smirk, I looked at him with one raised eyebrow and my arms crossed.
''You plan on just standing there?'' I asked trying to hide my intentions but I still wanted to see how far I'd be able to go, Koutarou walked over to his desk and opened his laptop that he'd left there earlier.
He plugged it in to a pair of speakers he had underneath his desk and put on music.
''I wonder if you're just playing with me or if you actually want something to happen'' Koutarou said getting closer to me, I backed away until the back of my thighs bumped into his bed.
''Why don't you find out?'' I said looking at him with a bored look, ''You know that if we start I wont be gentle, At least not as gentle and nice as I've been with you all this time'' Koutarou answered raising an eyebrow, '' If what you did to me earlier in the morning, in the kitchen is something gentle and nice then I guess I'll be able to take it'' I took a step closer to Koutarou so that we were standing a few inches away from each other, but close enough so that we both were able to feel each others breath on ourselves.
Koutarou took a step closer and pushed me gently towards the bed, I laid down with my back on the bed.
Koutarou sat on top of me now and looked down at me, he bent down to whisper in to my ear ''If I'm doing something your uncomfortable with say ' blue' but if you want me to stop whatever I'm doing just say 'red' got it?'' he backed away just enough to see me nod my head.
Koutarou took a deep breath and bent down to kiss me, both his hands on both my sides.
I let my hands slide under his shirt as the kiss became more messy, Koutarou now started going down nipping on my neck he was really careful and gentle trying to not scare me, he looked at the expressions I made every time he either bit down lightly, kissed or licked my neck.
I couldn't control my breathing anymore and started breathing more heavily which seemed to be a sign for Koutarou to get more confident with his moves.
Koutarou tugged on the fabric of my shirt and looked at me with a questionable look, I already knew what he wanted so I nodded shyly.
Koutarou helped me out of my shirt and I tried to cover myself up by putting my hands over my chest, Koutarou took both my wrists into one of his hands and pinned them down firmly over my head.
He let his other hand hold on to my waist while leaving a trail of kisses down my chest, he kissed gently over my scars. Koutarou was still trying to catch glances of my face, ''R-red'' I stuttered out as I felt tears rush to my eyes; Koutarou immediately let go of my wrists and sat straight up looking down at me, I looked to the side until he placed his hand on my chin to make me look at him again.
''It's Okay Keiji, if you want to stop then we don't have to go all the way'' He said with a soft smile and a clam tone in his voice, I looked him in the eyes after wiping away my tears.
''Sorry.. I'm just scared'' I said stuttering in the beginning, my voice was shaking badly and my body was trembling.
I curled myself up in a ball as Koutarou tried to hug me, ''I'm really sorry for ruining the mood'' I said as I quietly sobbed.
Koutarou sat next to me and put the blanket over me ''Hey you did great, don't think that you ruined the mood.'' Koutarou whispered into my ear with a soft tone in his voice, ''You know that both sides need to enjoy it for it to be good, so I don't want you to push yourself any further if you don't feel comfortable'' he said after he pulled away a little still with a soothing tone.
I nodded shakily as I hid my face in the blanket, I felt how Koutarou kissed the top of my head.
''I'm gonna go to the bathroom, if you need me just knock on the door'' He said as he got up and walked over to the bathroom, luckily he had a bathroom that was going from his bedroom.

[So eh I've never been raped as I said so I don't know how long it could take for someone who's been thru something like that to even let someone touch them. I've only been abused physically and mentally so it's a totally different story, plus everyone goes through it differently]

Finni~