I'm willing to take you in. [BokuAka]

-Part fifteenth-

Tuesday
10:02 AM

Akaashi's POV

My second lesson just ended and I was just about to go the the gym when Oikawa pulled me over to the side dragging me by my shirt.
''What is it Oikawa-san?'' I asked obviously tried and unhappy with the situation, ''Shut up and tell me what in the name of god is wrong with you today?!'' Oikawa asked me fuming mad so I had to answer him but sadly I can't lie, he is pretty good at detecting lies.
''Didn't sleep much is all'' I answered him simply trying to walk away before being yanked back by the collar of my shirt. I met Oikawa's eyes, he was staring right into my eyes with a piercing glare, it felt like he was going to strangle me or something.
He let go of my shirt and I fell on to the ground, ''Why didn't you sleep?'' he asked staring right into my soul, or well more like him demanding an answer.
I sighed closing my eyes and letting my head fall down, Oikawa must've noticed the huge bags under my eyes and my swollen eyes but lucky for me he couldn't see my arms. Bokuto didn't notice anything about my face because I had put on some cheap make up but because it was cheap it washed off quickly and I forgot to take the concealer with me to school.
''Oikawa it's nothing stop caring about my trashy life and let me go to the gym'' I spat out without thinking, when I realized what I had just said I regretted it and look at Oikawa who was now even more mad then earlier, if that is even possible.
''Akaashi I will never stop caring about you, you are my best friend and I give a shit about you unlike some people'' Oikawa said in a sad tone, he then proceeded to grab me by my wrist and dragged me up, I tried my best to hide the pain it caused because I was sure he would put the pieces together quickly and get even more mad.
I walked next to Oikawa when we walked into the gym, Oikawa went to change as I just sat on my phone messaging someone.

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The lesson was starting and Bokuto was walking towards us as everyone gathered around in a circle. I could notice how Bokuto looked at me, he was confused probably because I didn't change into my gym clothes. I didn't need Oikawa and the whole class seeing my fresh cuts.
Bokuto was standing in front of everyone, ''Alright class we will be playing soccer (football) so make two teams while I talk to a student'' Bokuto stated looking at everyone but mostly at me, I already knew that I was the student he wanted to talk to.
Bokuto took me aside and I could feel the stare of Oikawa and Iwaizumi, Oikawa probably glaring at me while Iwaizumi was probably confused to why I didn't change into my gym clothes.
''So Akaashi, am I gonna get an explanation?'' Bokuto asked me calmly, I haven't looked at him since this morning and I was not going to do it until I put on the concealer again. Which was at home unfortunately.
''No'' I answered coldly, I heard Bokuto sigh before he grabbed me by my shoulder and leading me towards to storage room.
We walked in and he left the door slightly open, I stood there in the middle of the room looking down at my feet trying to hide my face.
Bokuto walked up in front of me and put his hand on my chin trying to make me look up at him but I shrugged off his hand and stepped back a little.
''Akaashi look me in the face'' Bokuto said in a calm and soothing tone that just made me want to wrap my arms around him and hug him but I couldn't, ''Why?'' I asked in the same cold tone as before.
Bokuto sat down on the chair behind him and said ''Akaashi just cooperate and look at me, or is there something that you're hiding?'' Bokuto asked me and I only stood there quietly still looking down and my feet not daring to look him in the eye.

-Akaashi, you cut yesterday didn't you?

Bokuto asked me suddenly catching me off guard, his voice was still soothing and calm but you could hear that it pained him to ask me that.
Quietly I nodded clenching my fists, I decided not to lie to him because i knew he would get the truth out of me anyway.
I heard footsteps getting a little closer to the room but I ignored it thinking that someone probably kicked the ball in that direction.
Bokuto sighed and said, ''Akaashi take off your shirt and show me the cuts, I need to make sure they aren't too deep and that they wont get infected'' I finally looked up at him and nodded taking off my shirt, I didn't dare look him in the eyes but I could see him inspecting every inch of my body. Bokuto  asked ''Can I see your wrists up close?'' I nodded and extended my arms to him and felt his strong and big hands grab onto then as gently as possible, as if I was made of glass of something.
Oikawa ran in to the room panting and yelling ''Bokuto-sensei Iwa-chan is hurt!'' he saw me and looked at me with pain visible in his eyes.
Bokuto stood up, ''Oikawa stay here with Akaashi, I will be back'' he walked out of the room closing the door and I only stood there as Oikawa spoke.
''I knew you cut again'' He said in a sad tone, ''I'm..'' I sighed and tried to speak again ''I'm sorry, it's hard to just stop doing it like that'' I said and looked up at him.
Oikawa smiled a toothy smile and gave me the shirt that was laying on the chair earlier, ''I know, I've been there but I promise You will get thru it. Your not alone, everyone is here to support you'' he said with a sparkle of hope i his eyes which gave my some hope.
I put on the shirt and walked out of the storage room with Oikawa who tried to make up some small talk while we walked up to the crowd of people.

Iwaizumi sat there with his back against the wall scratching his neck and blushing in embarrassment, Oikawa explained to me earlier that Iwaizumi lost consciousness for a few seconds but I was never told why.
Bokuto looked up at me and Oikawa before returning his gaze back on to Iwaizumi, Bokuto stood up clasping his hands together and yelled ''Everyone go change P.E is over, don't be late to your next classes'' Bokuto then looked at me and Oikawa and motioned for us to come closer.
''Oikawa can you take Iwaizumi home? You probably know where he lives right?'' Bokuto asked Oikawa and he only proceeded to nod, before walking closer to Iwaizumi helping him up.
I asked Bokuto ''Can i walk with them? we will be back til the next lesson'' Bokuto looked at me and thought for a while before giving me and answer by nodding his head, ''But I still need to talk to you later'' Bokuto said in a clam and soothing tone to which I nodded and ran over to Oikawa and Iwaizumi.

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Me and Oikawa ran to class after we had left Iwaizumi at his house, our next lesson was chemistry with Kuroo, I wasn't too happy about it knowing damn well that he and Bokuto were pretty close and he would not let the fact that I look like a zombie slide unnoticed. 

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