I'm willing to take you in. [BokuAka]

-Part fourteen-

TW
Please read with caution, there are suicide mentions in this so if that triggers you I suggest you to stop  reading after the part where I said that Bokuto was dancing macarena, thank you for reading this.

Monday
7:36 PM

3'rd persons POV

Bokuto and Akaashi just came back home, after school they went to go shopping some groceries and then went home.
They had decided to make a homemade pizza, when Akaashi told Bokuto about his crazy idea the other male busted out laughing thinking that his student was joking, but seeing his serious and confused face changed his mind. He was serious. 
When the men came back Bokuto went to unpack all the groceries and start preparing the pizza, while Akaashi went to change and take a shower.
Akaashi was washing his hair when he heard someone knock on the door so he asked ''Yes Bokuto-san?'' Bokuto answered the younger boy fast ''Someone was trying to call you'' Akaashi thought for a few seconds, who could have been trying to reach him? ''could you call them back and ask what they wanted?'' Bokuto was taken by surprise but he did as Akaashi asked him to.
Bokuto went into Akaashi's contacts and to his surprise it was a unknown number, he called them back anyway ''Hello?''all Bokuto could hear was someone yell ''For fucks sake why didn't you answer earlier Keiji?!'' Yup he knew that voice, it was Atsumu Miya.
''Um Akaashi is showering.. I'm not Akaashi I'm Bokuto his guardian, is there something you want me to tell him?'' Bokuto asked in a calm tone.

-Hello Bokuto-sensei! I'm Atsumu and uh yea could you tell Akaashi to not mind the picture I accidentally sent him?

Bokuto was confused for a while but he answered quickly, ''Yes of course, is there anything else?'' Bokuto could hear Atsumu yell at someone, either it was Osamu his brother or Sakusa his boyfriend which made Bokuto giggle quietly.
''Yea tell him that he owes me pork buns tomorrow!'' Atsumu almost yelled into the phone, ''Alright Atsumu, I will tell Akaashi that, goodbye have a good night'' Bokuto said trying to end the call quickly, Atsumu said his goodbyes and before the call ended you could her him yell ''I was fucking talking to my teacher, I hate my life'' which made Bokuto laugh a little.

-Akaashi, it was Atsumu and he said that you owe him pork buns tomorrow and something about him accidentally sending you a picture''

Bokuto could hear Akaashi sigh in the bathroom before the bathroom door opened revealing a shirtless Akaashi, his scars had started to heal which made Bokuto a little happy.

-could you open his message? my hands are wet from my hair..

Akaashi asked shyly, to which Bokuto nodded and went into the latest messages. He found Atsumu's unsaved contact on which he clicked, lets just say he regretting ever agreeing to that.
Bokuto yelled ''Oh my fucking god I need bleach!'' to which he earned a confused look from Akaashi, ''is there something wrong?'' Akaashi asked a little quieter trying to not be rude to their neighbors.

-Yes! Very wrong! Why in the fucking world would Atsumu Miya send you nudes, oh my fucking god I want to bleach my eyes out!

Akaashi face palmed at what Bokuto just yelled out, yup he should have known that Atsumu accidentally sent him nudes, after all it's not the first time.
''I'm sorry Bokuto-san that you had to witness that, it's not the first time...'' Akaashi said clearly embarrassed of his friends actions.
Bokuto sighed and gave the younger male his phone back. Bokuto didn't know what to say anymore, he should probably talk to Atsumu tomorrow after school.
''Akaashi tomorrow we are gonna get home a little later'' Bokuto stated with a tired face to which Akaashi looked at him confused, ''I need to talk to Atsumu about that.. but I don't know how I will look him in the eye after that'' Akaashi chuckled ''I know what you mean''

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Both of the men were now eating their pizza that came out a little burnt but, that was Bokuto's fault who forgot about the pizza while dancing to macarena. [imagine him dancing to it tho o.0]
They were eating quietly in peace, both of them lost in thought. Both of the men were thinking of the same thing not knowing it.
Does he feel the same I do? Or is he just playing along?
Does he feel the same I do? Or is he just playing along?
Bokuto was the first one to speak, ''Akaashi, have you every been in love?'' Those words echoed in Akaashi's head. Has he ever been in love? if so then how? He never believed in love... Was it possible that he was in love right now?
Akaashi answered Bokuto after a little bit of silence, ''I think  I am in love.'' Akaashi stated looking at his trembling hands ''I haven't been in love before so I'm not sure but I believe I might be in love now'' Akaashi looked up at Bokuto, a smile occurred on the younger males face , making the Owl like man blush a light shade of pink.
''If you're questioning it like that then.. it might be love'' Bokuto said to Akaashi with a happy smile on his face, ''You know'' Bokuto started and Akaashi looked up at him.
''Many people like to say that love is something good but it can also  hurt like a bitch'' Akaashi smiled, it was a sad smile which Bokuto noticed right away after seeing so many genuine and happy smiles coming from the younger male.
''I believe I know what you're talking about Bokuto-san.. after all love destroyed the life of someone who was pretty dear to me, they got diagnosed with depression which made everything worse. He didn't eat, nor did he go out. He couldn't even look someone in the eye'' Akaashi breathed in before continuing, ''it was like the person I had known for so long was gone I didn't recognize him anymore. He committed suicide because of love'' Akaashi sighed as a tear ran down his cheek.
'' That made me not want to fall in love'' Akaashi laughed, you could still hear the pain in his laughter  ''I was so stupid thinking that I could protect myself from love. Now here I am in love, me a person who didn't believe in love'' Akaashi stood up taking the plate from the table and walking towards the kitchen sink.
Bokuto sat there in silence looking down at his now empty plate.
''Akaashi is just a teenager he shouldn't look at life in the way he does, he should be having fun and not sit here suffering from his family's mistakes'' Bokuto thought to himself before he stood up quickly, Akaashi was done washing his plate. He had just turned around to walk away but was stopped by a hand grabbing his wrist, the younger male yelped in pain. The wounds were still there.
Before Akaashi knew it Bokuto was hugging him tightly.
Akaashi stood there unable to move, hes soon melted in to Bokuto's arms and they stood there hugging each other.

[This was a little angsty, don't worry it should get better in the next chapter I swear I'm not that horrible. I was in the mood to make it a little angsty, mostly because of one of my best friend's who committed suicide last week, on Thursday ]

Rest easy  Makii

Finni~