NCT 22nd Member ||Male OC||

Misunderstood

*DISCLAIMER: Mention of Suicide if it's a touchy subject or if your triggerd or uncomfortable please read at own risk*

(Sorry for not putting a disclaimer)

So far so good there were no fights or shoot outs, but that didn't mean the boys weren't afraid or even stopped training. Everyone was still preparing for the worst witch they hope wouldn't be anytime soon. Today was one of the 'normal' type of day where everyone was training, chilling around or sleeping. Somehow today turned out to be different everything was fine until training ended Lucas noticed how Lee got distant as soon as they stopped training. The younger male thought nothing of it seeing that the older could be stressed out with everything, but what got him puzzeld was when Xiaojun and Ten tried speaking to him he just shoved past them with an emotionless expression. 

Feeling worried he went to the two boys who stared in shock at the other. "Hey guys, what's going on with Lee?" "I don't even know Lucas that boi was fine one moment the next he shove me and his soulmate away!" Ten exclaimed not liking what Lee did while Xiaojun was blushing at Ten when he called him lee's soulmate. "What about you lover boy what made Lee so... like he is? I don't know what kind of mood you call that." Xiaojun thought a little but couldnt come across ant memories that could make him act like he's acting. After the quick discussion between the three boys they parted ways to go and wash up. Xiaojun went up to his room but stopped when he saw Sicheng going up to Lee's office. This made the chinese wonder why would he let Sicheng in but not anyone else. Quickly finishing so that he can go and see what going on at the office. At the time when the boy walked to his office he saw Sicheng comeing out... while fixing his shirts buttons. 

Sicheng P.O.V

It was after practice and I was told by one of Lee's guards that he wanted to see me in his office. Not wanting to get any attention from the others I quickly went away earlier seeing i only had target practice. I quickly went to change and straight to Lee's office. As I walked upstairs I felt stairs on me but thought nothing of it. When i entered I was shocked at what i was seeing. There sat Lee with a gun to his head with tear stained face and puffy eyes, his nose was running and he was sobbing yet nobody could hear because of the room being soundproof. Slowly yet cautiously walking up to Lee not wanting to make the wrong move that could possibly lead to death. "I-I can''t anymore it all c-came back... all at once. Help me please... your the only one that I told everything to you... h-he-help me please." by know Lee was standing infront of me grabbing me by the collar that led to my buttons going loose. 

I looked at the crying boy with pity in, I thru the gun to the side and sat on the couch with Lee in my arms rocking him back and forth. Even tho Lee was bigger than me he still looked like a baby in my arms. After all these years that I knew about Lee's secret and even made him consider me to part of the mafia -which he did eventually-this all happend 3 years ago when Lee told me about his secrets and i told him mine... Now that Lee told his to the members how will I tell them I've been part of this businessf or about 2 years already. I wonder why no one asked me about how I get to roam free in the places I shouldn't and why I'm so friendly with the guards. Well it is what it is, cause everybody is head over heals me -pretends to flips hair dramaticallybut cant cuz Lee's sleeping- oh! wait Lee's sleeping. 

I slowly set him down onto the couch trying not to wake him up and i wrote on a little note for him to eat and meet me in his room later. Walking out of the room while fixing my T-shirt i felt somebody looking at me, when I look up there stood Xiaojun with tears in his eyes ready to spill with a frustrated look. Hoping he didn't misunderstand what happen. Quickly I went to his side "Please don't misuderstand he's not cheating on you with me, but he's gonna need your support the most..." with that said I walked away of to my room resting a little still worried of what could have happend if I didn't go to the office. Closing my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.