It's been 2 days since Lee's suicide attempt all the members noticed how clingy he was towards WinWin, always asking for things and when somebody asked him something Sicheng would answer. At first the boys thought nothing about is seeing he has these weird ass mood swings, but now everyone was a bit worried with the dark circles and him wearing even baggier clothes than he already was. Let me tell you it was so bad even Johnny's fashion evaluation wouldn't cure this disaster.
It was afternoon when Taeyong, Doyoung and Kun decided to have a group meeting, calling everyone to the game room with most of the members spending there time in there making it easier to get everyone together. At the time Lee and Sicheng wasn't present giving some time for the members to discuss a little bit. "Okay so I think everyone knows why we are here?" everyone nodded while looking at Kun "So before they come in, Xiaojun can you please tell us anything that could give us an idea of why Lee's been so distant with everyone espesially you?" The silver haired(i cant remember if i said his hair was silver or yellow... yeet) boy looked down thinking if he should tell them what he saw or just say nothing "Well... WinWin went into his office which we all know nobody is aloud in without being called or something. I went to my room not thinking alot of it but when I came back I saw Sicheng walking out while buttoning his shirt up..." you could hear Taeyong gasp along side Mark say 'Oh my gAhD' before they could comment on how wrong sounded Lee and and Sicheng walked in... hand in hand. This move made everyone upset causing the members to glare at the chinese and half American.
The two ignored the boys stares and sat on the chairs that the boys made for the two specially, seated the Lee finally looked up and said "What a 'great' view huh?" hearing the sarcasm coming from his voice the boys immediately started to bicker about the situation making Lee a little frustrated because nobody wanted to ask him face-to-face. "Yah!Lee look here." Looking at Kun and taking a quick glance at Xiaojun who was next to him Lee nodded for him to continue, "Are you cheating on Xiaojun? And don't tell me it's a misunderstanding cause last time i checked nobody not even your lover can go to your office." Lee's frustrated face disappeared the more he thought of what the members were thinking by now but what bothered him the most was that nobody asked if he was okay. Slowly letting his tears flow out his eyes and letting go of Sichengs hand then grabbing his heart feeling the pain he felt that day in the office all over again. Sicheng looked at Lee and saw the members still talking to him with a angry tone ignoring his pain, "Enough NOW!" making the boys quiet again and seeing at how there faces turn into a state of shock looking at Lee. "angry winwin... we definitely dead today." Hendery said to the dreamies making them shake there heads in agreement. Back to Winwin who was about to come up with a excuse not knowing if he should tell the truth or not. Just as he was supposed to talk Lee stopped him with his deep demanding voice "Sit down cause this is gonna be yet another long ass ride." hesitating but surely everyone sat at there designated spots.
"So yet again we talk about my past, well this time about a more personal piece of it..." with a pained expression he continued with yet another secret "As you all know i had a somebody else before Xiaojun and unfortunately I lost him due to my own stupidity. That day in the office I- it all came back. The memory of him standing before begging to be saved I- I had to it was the only way..." sobbing in front of the members they stared at him worryingly trying to figure out whats happening "What was the only way Lee?" Ten asked hesitantly. When he didn't answer more of the boys asked the same question making Lee frustrated "I FUCKING KILLED HIM. THE FUCKIN MAN OF MY LIFE WHO I WAS ABOUT TO MARRY- I KILLED HIM!" "YOU WHAT-?" Johnny screamd "I FUCKING KILLED MY FIANCE WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY? THAT YESTERDAY I ALMOST COMMITED SUICIDE HUH IS THAT WHAT YOU WANNA HEAR!"Fear and shock was the only thing showing Lee's outburst made everyone scared and made them pity him....
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NCT 22nd Member ||Male OC||
Fanfiction~Something about him doesn't seem right, yet everything looks perfect. ~Until something from his past comes back and making him wish he never got into the Idol life the first time. Join Lee on his journey♡ •||Male OC||• *On Hold*
