It was night time and all Lee could think was. He fucked up.
SuperM and NCT already knows the secret. It's just a matter of time until the company and public find out. Everyday his worried about the members, when they go out or just go and do their solo schedules. At times he still wonders why he even chose to be an idol when he knew there would be consequences yet here he is putting every one in danger.
A knock was heard bringing Lee out of his thoughts. "Satsujin..."(i know this isnt a name but this translates to muder/manslaughter i just liked the way it sounds and it fits Lee's mafia ego) remembering he used that name in japan and thought of the one member he told it to. Even though the meaning of it wasn't the best he still liked how people feared it. Except him...
"Mmh, you can come in." the boy at the door proceeded to close it and walk over to Lee. Crawling in next to the boy who hadn't been fully asleep -just a little drowsy- yet still made time for his member. "Couldn't sleep?" the black haired person asked Lee couldn't really see but due to the dimly lit lamp the younger could atleast still see his beautiful features. "Yep... got a lot on my mind tonight." the older looked at the boy with a soft look in his eyes. "Wanna talk about it?" the younger thought for a second then nodded sitting up a little , his arms rapped around the olders waist with his head on his shoulder.
Before getting straight to the point the boy thought of where to start. This story can go on for so long yet he couldn't find the confidence to talk about everything.
"I feel sorry hyung... I've putten everyone in danger who found out bout my secret. A- and now they even threatening you." Lee began to silent cry with Yuta hugging him tightly trying to. "Shhh... It's okay to feel scared hell even I'm scared." Yuta's bright smile still showing though the dim light. "I'm sorry." "But even though we all feel scared I still feel safe with you. So don't every think that we aren't safe cuz we got you the baddest hot ass mafia boss to take care of us." the two laughed at the olders choice of word and snuggled closer to each other. Now in eachothers embrace with smiles on their faces as they fell asleep. A few moments late Taeyong came to see if everyone was asleep.
Opening the door and peeking through he saw the two boys cuddeling. Softly smiling he thought to himself "Everything will be okay..."
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yes... im back :) sorry for the long wait but here is a chapter. don't worry im working on the others i just couldn't find the time to finish everything so my apologies :( I'll be uploading the chapters schedule tmwr and then yall can continue to follow lee on his journey to life or death...
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NCT 22nd Member ||Male OC||
Hayran Kurgu~Something about him doesn't seem right, yet everything looks perfect. ~Until something from his past comes back and making him wish he never got into the Idol life the first time. Join Lee on his journey♡ •||Male OC||• *On Hold*
