Does it ever just hurt. It hurts so much that you just want to sleep. Yes sleep, because atleast then you have a choice when you wake up or how you'll fall into a deep slumber.
"Lee are you in there?" it's him he thought.
The voice that could once made him fall asleep in seconds will now be hurting because of his stupid choices...
The tempting voices that keep chanting the same insults, the same words, the same negativity. It was just a matter of time of when he would break. The members always thought he was fine because who wouldn't think that. He had the looks, the money, the career, a child and a easy way out with being a mafia. But oh boy were they wrong.
"Lee! Are you there?" the banging on the door didn't bother Lee that much yet it made the members who were in the dorm at the time alert of the situation. Never had they expected that Lee would feel like this he was just...
'Perfect'
"Leave.. p-please." his voice betrayed him as he didn't want to speak in the first place. The boy outside the bathroom door had a idea of what could be happening behind close doors. He hoped that whatever he was thinking could be wrong. Unfortunately his thoughts were proven wrong. "I'm sorry Yuta... I love you."
Starring at the mirror one last time, he's broken, to broken to be fixed. Slicing both his wrists and downing a handful of pills he sat against the bathtub closeing his eyes while ignoring the frantic banging on the door.
Maybe he didn't want to sleep.
Maybe he just masked the fact he wanted to die.
"Lee?" silence not a single movement, "Lee!" everyone looked in worry and fear Seok Hoon who was taken to the dream dorm away from the chaos. The members went to look for the extra key for the bathroom
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hello again im so sorry for my absents ㅠ_ㅠ its been hectic these last few weeks more like nonths but u get what im sayin. I will try to get this book back up and running but no promises. Hope my bubbels are doing well have a good night/day.
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NCT 22nd Member ||Male OC||
Fanfic~Something about him doesn't seem right, yet everything looks perfect. ~Until something from his past comes back and making him wish he never got into the Idol life the first time. Join Lee on his journey♡ •||Male OC||• *On Hold*
