Overprotective

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After school

Empty?

-No, I'm not.

Numb?

-No, I'm not.

Sad?

-No, I'm not.

So why-

-SHUT THE HELL UP

In was really done with his inner self at the moment. Why can't he stop thinking about Hyunjin? He should forget about him, enjoy his life, his well awaited freedom... so why was he feeling empty?
Maybe because no one walked him school?
No one held his hand?
No one cuddled him while eating lunch?
No one gave a fuck about him.
No one of their friends showed up today, right Hyunjin killed them. How stupid In was for killing someone who loved and cared for him so much. He felt disgusted with himself, for being so ungrateful and spoiled.

In was now standing at the roof of some random tall building, he fell asleep during lunch, and no one cared enough to wake him up, so he ended sleeping until all lessons were over and everyone already went home.
This made him feel numb so he went to the place he could feel nice. The place of his 3rd date with Hyunjin, the  date he said he will never leave him alone for the first time. Pretty funny, right?

Slowly getting up, Jeongin stopped in front of nothing.

At the edge of the roof

He could see his house from afar, as normal as ever.

The sun was already setting up, shining with warm orange light, giving the feeling of peace

Jeongin took deep breath and made one step forward, letting his body fall off the roof
Cold breeze surrounding him, while every moment with Hyunjin display in front of his eyes

Hyung, I love you

He hitted the ground with this words, feeling how his organs crumble inside of him.

The silent voice of sirens from the ambulance was last thing he heard, but it was already too late

-END-