Overprotective

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present

Small flashbacks of memories were flashing in front of my eyes, overwhelming me with extreme emotions and difference, from happy ones to the worst. I felt like everything was caving in, making me black out.

...

-Innie~ wake up, it's getting late

-wha-what, where are we?

Withouth a word, he dragged me out of the car, holding my arm strongly. We were in the middle of nowhere at the parking lot. Small pension and gas station were the only visible buildings. We made our way to the shabby pension. Only person was old lady with way too strong make-up. She was watching some shitty drama on small in wall TV, not caring about anything. She slowly looked in our way, starting the conversation

-What do you want?

-Can we rent a room for a night?

-Double or two single beds?

-Double.

-Room 114, here are the keys. This will be 15$ in total

 Making our way to the room I saw some of the doors were broken. There were few peoples, walking and talking with each other. Everyone went silent, staring at us and judging. Our room was at the end of the corridor, I heard some noises coming from room next to our, but I didn't really care. We got into the room, Hyunjin closing the door just after I went in. I silently sat on the stinky bed, waiting for him to say something. He just looked at me and sighed deeply

-Hyung are you okay?

-Yes Innie~, what about you baby? I saw some people stare at you from the corridor, I bet they want to fuck you.

-I'm finee, I don't really care about them, when I've got you to protect me hyung.

We fell on the bed, just staring into each other eyes, holding hands. I felt my eyes get heavier so I snuggled more into Hyunjins chest, hugging him. Soon after we fall asleep

...

-Innie, what's that?

-huh? What do you mean huyngie?

-WHAT THE FUCK IS ON YOUR ARMS? WHY ARE YOU CUTTING LIKE A LITTLE BITCH?

Shit I've totally forgotten about my cuts. They were still pretty visible so I was usually wearing long sleeved shirts or hoodies, so Hyunjin won't notice anything. Well I guess I'm fucked, since he found out.

-I-i'm sorry hyung

-YES YOU SHOULD BE, HAVE YOU THOUGHT HOW I WOULD FEEL?

-n-no hyung, i'm sorry

-YOU SELFISH BRAT, YOU DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING!

Rough slap on my cheek made me fall on the floor, small feeling of deja vu piercing my heart. But he didn't beat me up, like usually, he picked me by my neck, throwing me out of the room, closing the door. I started pounding on the door, crying and begging for his forgiveness. I had only shorts and t-shirt on me, so I didn't want anyone to see me. Finally I forced the doors, getting in. Hyunjin was in the bathroom connected to the room, probably getting a shower, like he didn't just throw me out of the room. I felt some kind of coldness toward Hyunjin, that's my only chance to end it. Now or never.

Grabbing small knife from the floor, it probably fell out when we were fighting, I made my way to the bathroom. The curtain was closed so he won't notice anything. Small convulsions from adrenaline excess made me shake a bit.
I lifted my arm higher, putting it down harshly, stabbing the body in the shower. And then again, again and again, leaving deep cut on his throat and body.