𝑾𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑪𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒎𝒆 𝑰𝒇 𝑰 𝑭𝒂𝒍𝒍? // Peter Parker fanfic

1: Leaving my whole world behind.

My whole life is about to change. A new school, lots of secrets, and an appointment with Tony Stark! I'm Spider-Woman, and I almost forgot to mention that my name is Ophelia Smith, my life is a total shitshow.

I used to live in Sydney, Australia with my mother and father, but they got a divorce and my father got custody of me. Now I live here in Queens, New York. I'm a student by day but a crime-fighting super spider by night!

I got bit by a radioactive spider, and the crazy thing is, I was only 11 years old and I still hid it from my parents. They didn't pay attention to me much. They were preoccupied with my sister. By 14, I had built my web-shooters and now I'm 15 and the one and only Tony Stark is making me a suit. But there is one compilation. There is a Spider-Man... I don't know his name, but he's pretty famous around here. Yay... How fun

Moving is a big change for me. I'm leaving my old life and everything behind. My mother, sister, dog, and other family members...I'm leaving everything I know behind. It's just me and my dad now. Don't get me wrong here. I love my dad, but he's a strict, stubborn man who can sometimes be a bit of an ass, but I love that man, weirdness and all.

I don't want this change, but I took my dad's side in this huge fight that split my family in two. I love my mother and my sister. We used to have girl's days out where we all used to get our nails done, and Mom would braid our hair. She loved to braid flowers into our hair because it made us look like princesses. We were her little princesses and Bella was my best friend in the whole world. As we grew, we grew apart. But we used to watch movies together sometimes and we would point out how hot the people were. In the movie, I would pay my soul to have it all back. At the girl's day out, the movies, and even the fighting, because we weren't the perfect family, but we were a family and I love my family, but now they don't love me back. Well, at least my dad loves me, but he has an odd way of showing it.

To cope with it all, I listen to music. Like now, I'm listening to Looking Out for You by Joy Again, The flight was full of music and tears. Seeing my room all packed up was hard. My whole life was in boxes, and I was leaving what I wanted to take with me behind. I left the dog with Bella because she will need someone to help with all of this, and My Daisy Girl is the best comforter in the whole wide world. I'm going to miss my Daisy Girl. She has been the best dog in the whole wide world.

My mother is like the sun; she's so bright, but if you get too close, you realise she's just a gas ball that will burn you. She burns and burns, but she's beautiful. She deceives with her looks, but she's like a snake, She broke up our family and my dad did have some part in it, but he tried to be the glue in our family, but he's different now. He's dull, lifeless, and he is the colour grey. His yellow got stolen from him and sometimes I can still see his yellow, but he works long hours and goes away a lot for work. His yellow was fading over time, and the more he worked, the more his yellow dulled into grey, but I occasionally saw a darkness in his eyes.It scares me. It's a sort of darkness that you think he would kill when it glazes over his eyes, but I would never see him kill because he's not a monster. He's my dad, and I love my dad sometimes.

We moved into a 2 bedroom apartment in Queens and I'm attending a school of science and technology and everything is in boxes. My father is at work all day and when he comes back he's like a zombie, so it's up to me to make this place look like home, but I've been busy emailing Tony Stark back and forth and I finally have an appointment with him to get my suit picked up and I'll become an Avenger officially soon. I'm excited and nervous. If I'm honest, so many emotions are flowing through me at the same time, making me nauseous.

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I'm am so sorry that you are reading this monstrosity but I swear it gets better <3

I've been working hard to improve the story I promise it does get better