Abnormal →𝙆𝙏𝙃

33.5| First Time

First Time

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"Are you sure we can do this?"

It wasn't you who asked, it was Taehyung. He couldn't believe you proposed it to him first since each time he asked, you always pushed him away. Why did you always delay it? He had no idea.

You grew up with only your mother and a few people. Your mother ran an NGO, where the kids from there became your family. Specifically, four males that could offer you their life if you had asked. They grew up to act as your brothers, companions, partners, and best friends. They may have doted on you but they were also highly protective over you. Due to that, you have only managed to have one boyfriend previous to Taehyung and that didn't go too well since he decided to be a complete dick when you refused to give any sexual favours.

Now, you did not want to disappoint Taehyung when you knew it was a first time for yourself as well. "Tae..." you draw out, fingers toying with his collars.

You guys were on the sixth floor of a hotel room. You refused to do anything for the first time in your dorm room. So, booking a hotel room was the next best thing. 

"What happened?" He softly asks, equally nervous.

"I have never done this..." You trail out, biting your lower lips. "Like p-please don't be disappointed."

If Taehyung knew the correct way, he would've chuckled right now. "You're silly. I have never done this too so that makes the two of us."

"Well, seeing the way you gave me hickeys and the way I had the hardest time to cover them, I doubted that was your first time. Y-you were too good for a first time!"

"I'm not lying. It was indeed my first time." 

You laugh at his seriousness. "Okay, let's be comfortable then-"

"I am comfortable, you are sitting on my lap." He mentions, drawing your attention to the current position. He was seated on the soft bed, whereas you were seating sideways on his lap. You were mindlessly toying with his collar, while his hands rested on your waist and thighs. Not to mention, the enormous palm that captivated your thighs were at risk of being shoved under your skirt.

"I meant like let's not be nervous."

"Are we meant to discuss what we are going to do?"

You giggle again, making Taehyung observe your beautiful state of happiness, "I don't think we can fuck if we are going to discuss it? Shouldn't it come naturally?"

"But I have read that you must ask your partner about her preferences to make it pleasurable for her. I must know you what pleasures you first, in order to satisfy you."

You choke on air repeatedly, coughing before slapping your chest. Taehyung unbotheringly grabs the glass of water from the bedside table to offer you. You drink it on one go, before bursting, "You! You researched about this?!"

He nods up and down. "I have some positions in mind as well."

"WHAT?!" You were too shocked at this point.

"Why are you surprised? Isn't that what sex is?"

"Well...yeah..." Your cheeks were burning lava at this point. You couldn't believe how casual Taehyung is. It doesn't help that he will answer everything honestly.