Long time no confession but would you like to learn about something new about me?
There's so many people that want to fuck Me, I could barely begin to say their names. It's people I've known for a while to. I'm not really surprised honestly. With the way I'm always flirting and how fucking hot I am, who wouldn't want to ruin me?
But there's one guy who's always on my mind.
We met on my college campus and less than an hour later he had me shirtless, in his lap with one hand down my pants, the other around my neck and his lips around my nipple.
I'm angry at him. He got me attached and he doesn't even want a relationship.
I want to text him always but I also don't want to be over bearable. I want to be his "little camera slut" and "breeding whore" but he doesn't talk to me enough.
Like he's the king of mixed signals. He'll go from calling me his baby and his whore and saying he wants me to carry his child, then ghosts me for weeks.
Next time he texts me with morning wood asking to come over so he can make a child with me I'm telling him to go fuck someone else even though I want him to myself.
Ugh, he got me with that ego that is too fucking big for him but he can back it up with his dick game and the way he speaks to me.
I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place and I need to get out because holy fuck, I need him off my mind.
He's 6'7 with a nice dick to match and he knows how to use his body to make mine react and that makes me angry. He makes me feel small, and cute, and submissive and he knocks down all of my walls and it's stressful. I hate him but I want him to love me.
What the fuck is wrong with me?