I crave intimacy in anyway I can get it. Does that make me bad?
I need the touch and lust of others to fill Me and the need to make everyone want me.
I compare myself to dough this way. I'm malleable, I'm versatile with how I'm used as long as I'm being used...
I need that feeling of waiting on my knees for the one, I need to feel as though I'm useful. Nothing is worse to me than to feel useless.
Any feeling is better than feeling nothing, even if it's hate or pain, I need to feel.
Is there something wrong with me?