CROWN SERIES 1:BROKEN QUEEN

PROLOGUE

PROLOGUE

A lot of camera infront of me and the flash of it hurts my eyes although im using contact lense it still hurt my eye. It's been two years since i left the spotlight and going back to it feels nostalgic and surreal. I never imagine going back with a warm welcome. I thought no one will welcome me after the hiatus but i was wrong.

Im foolish to think that everyone left me not knowing my fans never, I've been missing them, the stage, the camera's, the stylish, the staff, the management, it's funny that even the issue, the paparazzi, and the basher. I miss all of it. I miss all of them.

I am sitting in my designated sit together with my group members. We are the last one to perform so here we are watching the other idol performing. PALM is currently performing for their latest song. And they still great like they never aged. They are our seniors but the energy they have and also their fans are still hype like before.

Specially him. He looks cool and sexy even though he's only wearing a faded jeans and the body hugging shirt. He looks like nothing change. Act as if nothing happen behind the scene, like he doesn't left someone. But its ok as long as he's happy on what he's doing after all it's my fault, but why i am the most affected?.

Their fans is screaming on top of their lungs while swaying their light stick. Theirfans still hype even though their performance is near to end. Their comeback is the biggest comeback they did after their long vacation and it is solid and great, they never dissappoint their fans. After all they are the biggest boygroup of this generation.

My manager call me and my group because we are going to perform next while walking i bow to see my hand making me bump into someone. I look up to see who it is and i was shocked and stunned to see who it is. Zein chris Bryant. PALM main vocalist, lead dancer and center of the group.

The man who own my heart since the very start, the man who broke me and the man that promise forever to me. Luckily i still manage to walk straight like nothing happened. And i know it will affect my performance but luckily i didn't tripped or sing bad

After our performance we are all exhausted but it's worth it knowing that we made our fans happy. Going home with award for our fans. Four daesang award like what our fans want but actually im not expecting it since the trouble we got in im wrong fans still love us despite what happen.

When i reach my house i directly went to my room to change. After taking a bath i change into my pajamas and went to the next room where in my beautiful angels is sleeping. I quietly laid on the bed so i wouldn't wake her up. I kiss her on the forehead and i heard her mumbling something.

"Daddy....." that word make me shred in tears. It's painful, it's been what?? A month when i always hear her saying that word. I know that i can do something about it but I'm scared. I hug her tight but i don't want to wake her up. I need to be with them in the night since i will be busy in the morning. There's also days that I'm not going to stay here so i need to spend this night even though they are asleep. I want to play and spend time with them so as much as i possible i don't want to take a lot of offer.

I was about to sleep when someone call me and i almost drop my phone when i saw who it was.

" why did you hide it??" He asked. I can hear the bitterness, and his madness through his voice. And i know what he mean when he asked about it.
" how do you found out?" I asked back i tried so hard to speak calm even though im trembling and terrified at the same time
"I'm gonna get all my babies" that words break me into pieces. I know what can he do but im gonna fight for my babies. I'm gonna do everything. I promise them that im not going to leave them. No hiding and chasing anymore. I will beg him if i need too. Just to have them by my side.
" No!! You can't!! It would ruin you, your career and all the things you've made so far." My voice is raising because I'm being defensive.
"So? How about you did you think about yourself when you said that?." He answered.
"It also ruined you, people throw stones at you, they said bad things about you but i didn't even help you because of what i believe you did." He added.
"Zein past is past... let's forget it. Forget about me, if i really did it forgive me, i can give you a chance to be a father for her but not now not with your career... i-i dont want them to be in our spotlight, to be hurt by other people, people they didn't even know, please" i answer while sobbing.
"Them?? What do you mean?? They are twins?" He asked. I was so shocked i thought he knew that they are twins since he said babies.
"Please...." i answered to avoid the question.
"Then im leaving my career for them...for you..to help you. I don't want you to suffer alone, we should be together in this battle pleasee..." he said. And i was about to answer hin when the angel beside me ask me.

"Is that daddy??." Im too focused with Zein that i didn't know she already sitting and putting her ears to my phone.
"Baby? H-hi baby?? Are you there??" Im shocked when zein suddenly speak i thought he's calling me baby, but our baby answer him.
"Yes daddy! It's me! Rara lalab daddy! Mommy!! Mommy! Lalab daddy, rara lalab daddy" my daugter shout while jumping in our bed because of her exitement
"Daddy love you too baby" zein answer our daughter. Our daughter also getting the phone from my hand when i accidentally press the end button.

Then my daughter started to cry, it is painful to watch her crying, she didn't even met him yet. Because of her cry, her twin from the other side of the bed wake up and hug her tight. Maybe her son is still half sleeping and didn't know she's already there.

I don't want to call him but our daughter doesn't want to stop crying so i end up calling him, only one ring when he answer my call.

"Why did you end it? You don't want me to talk to her?" He asked me while accusing me.
"I accidentally end it, your daughter doesn't want to stop crying" i answered to finish his sentiments because I'm already tired of our arguments.
"Can i talk to her?" I only nod even though he can't see me then hand the phone immediately to my daughter.
"Here baby! Its daddy..don't cry" zein said.
"Daddy??! Daddy?" My daughter asked
"Hm? Did you stop already? Don't make your mom worry" Zein said like he's begging his daughter.
"Sowiii, sowi mommy! Lalab mommy." My daughter said while sobbing a little.
" It's okay! It's okay! Mommy love you too." I answered
"When are you going to let me see them?" Zein asked me. personally i really don't don't know im scared, what if he won't give my babies.
"Not now please, let me live in piece." I answer
"I'm gonna get back my babies, I'm not kidding" zein said with a very powerful tone. And it's scares me. I don't know him anymore, i used to Zein before he enter showbiz.

I don't want a war or anything but as long as i will have my babies, my babies are okay then I'm going to be happy and i will fight for my rights, i get what i want and I'll do what i can do, I'm queen after all. My baby is mine and i will not let Zein see or be with them.

Maipapakita ko lang ang mga anak ko kapag kaya ko nang harapin ang galit nya at magiging parusa ng pagtatago ko sa mga anak namin. Kapag kaya ko ng harapin ang mga magulang nya. Kapag kaya ko ng sabihin ang tunay na dahilan kung bakit kami nagbreak ni zein sa mga magulang ko. Kapag tiwala na ako ulit.

Pinatay ko ang cellphone ko saka ko hinele ang mga anak ko para makatulog sya ulit. Madaling araw na ngunit di pa rin ako dinadaanan ng antok baka dahil kakaisip ko ng pwedeng gawin ni zein para mabawi ang anak namin Hindi pa ako ready ulit.

Ang dami kong tanong ngunit kahit alam ko na ang sagot ayaw kong aminin sa sarili ko kung ano ang mga sagot. Ang dami kong what if's. Susugal ba ulit ako para sa mga anak namin o tama na. Closure ba o comeback ang kailangan ko for peace of mind? Litong litong na ako ng may kumatok sa pinto ng bahay. Binuksan ko ito at nagulat ako ng Nakita ko kung sino.

"Zein??"