CROWN SERIES 1:BROKEN QUEEN

CHAPTER 1

Chap 1
CONFUSE

"Maei" tawag sakin ng aking bestfriend actually matagal na kameng magkaibigan since we we're  a kid. I was born in LA but my family migrate to thailand when i was two years old to officially meet our relatives there we stay there for about a year and then we migrate again to korea to meet our korean relative's again but we just stay there for two years because my brothers need to go back to the LA again. My parents decide to bring me to Philippines for vacation unfortunately they can't stay longer to the Philippines so they go back again to LA because their business need them. I stay here in Philippines because i love here. And i meet Zein my neighbour at first i really hate him because he can't understand me 'cause im speaking in hangul but when he teach me to speak tagalog i already accept him.

"Bakit??may problema ba??" Tanong ko. Muka kase syang hinihingal e.
"Ikaw dapat tinatanong ko nyan. Nabalitaan ko na may problema ka daw" Sagot nya
"Wag kang mag-alala saken kase okay lang ako. Nalulungkot lang ako na hindi makakauwe sila mama ngayong birthday ko nagkakaproblema daw kase sa business nila e." Mahabang pahayag ko. Mabuti nalang at di tumulo ang luha ko. Actually ngayon lang ako magce-celebrate ng birthday ko ng wala sila at naiintindihan ko naman pero nakakalungkot pa saglit lang naming yun pinagusapan at inilihis nya na alam kong ayaw nya akong malungkot kaya ganun. Tinanong nya ako kung nakapagpasa na ako ng project then mga gusto ko sa birthday ko then umuwe na sya. I. Already grade 12 then he is first year college. He is 18 years old while im 17 years old but where studying in the same school.

"Baby girl you know that we want to be on your birthday but we really need to be here. If we just have a choice..." my mom explain. I think she's in the office. Daddy is in the other office so he wasn't in the video call .
"It's okay mommy. I understand. Zein help me to understand the situation i hope your doing well there." I reply. Im on the bed already wearing my favorite pajamas.
"We are both okay here. We are hoping that you are eating a lot there you look like so thin baby girl. Your not doing some diet aren't you??" My mom while laughing.
"Of course not mom. Im just really skinny." I answered. To clear my mom's mind.
"Next time again baby girl i need to go. I love take care" we bid goodbye and i sleep after that.

Ilang bahaghari ang aking hinabol
Ilang pangarap ang nakawala
Lahat ng yamang, ating mga kaibigan
Na nagkukunwari di lahat bumalik

Iisa lamang at may panindigan

Dahil ikaw lamang
Ang hindi lumisan
Tunay na kaibigan,lagi kang nandyan

Oh ikaw lamang
Ang hindi nangiiwan
Nararapat lang
Ikay pasalamatan

Ikaw...ikaw....ikaw...
Ikaw...ikaw...ikaw...uhmmm
Ikaw......ikaw...
Nais kong pasalamatan
Ikaw..ikaw..

Sana ang pag-ibig sa madilim na paligid
Lahat ng maskara puso'y nakasara
Panandaliang aliwan kahit baliwan
Pagbaksak ay wakas unti unting tatakas

Iisa...o isa,pinaka isa ah....aaaahhhhh

Ikaw...ikaw....ikaw...
Ikaw...ikaw...ikaw...uhmmm
Ikaw......ikaw...
Nais kong pasalamatan
Ikaw..ikaw

I cover ms. sarah Geronimo and then end the Vlog. my Bestfriend clap. As if he really proud to me but he's more proud about himself because he know it's really for him. Duh. I know my bestfriend very well so it's not hard to define for whom that clap is.

We are here in my recording room. I really have my own recording room here in our mansion. Our mansion was designed by my daddy. If you are wondering about how daddy manage to design the whole mansion well im not bragging this but my daddy is graduated as a chef/laywer/architect in the prestigious school in LA. Well my dad love to study like my mommy so yeah. My mom graduated as a businesswoman/lawyer/interior designer. So basically they can do that. Our mansion is kinda different because the guestroom is outside the house but if you enter it. It looks like the main house. Well we have our own swimming pool if you are facing the frontyard then in your back is where the guestroom is located. In the first floor is our bar. Second floor is five guestroom. When you enter the main house the cozy living room welcome you there's a black and grey couch, a big television and on the right side is where the kitchen located. Before you go upstairs. Under the stairs is where the library,mini office and the masters bedroom located.in the second floor is where my room and my brothers located mine is painted in plain yellow and white, queen size bed my study table and my overtop cabinet where my wattpad books are stored. While my three brothers room is painted by black,white and gray. In the third floor is my recording room, dressing/ makeup room, kworld room where all my lightstick,my idol album, photo, keychain and many morelocated  my brothers gaming room.

"What are you thinking?" Zein asked while looking at me with a visible curiosity draw in his face.
"nothing. hmmm. you are going tommorow right??"" I ask while pouting trying my luck. I know he is busy tommorow he told me. He has a lot of project
"Hmm... I will come but its kinda late because you know.." he answered with apologetic look.
"Its okay...as long as you will come. my god! Why all of you are busy tommorow..its my birthday tommorow you know??" I said while exaggerating my tantrums making him laugh so hard.
"We're sorry you know." He replied. While trying to make his voice sounds gay. Actually zein has nice voice. It sounds like a ocean deep. He is handsome also. He has a thick eyebrow, pointed nose, pinkish lips and korean eye. He can pass as an idol also but he doesn't want to leave me. Becoming an idol is one of his biggest dream but he want to stay here so he can't pursue that. Although i already convincing him to audition he really don't want me to be alone.

"Can you protect your self alone??Can you be happy alone?? Will you still be okay alone" he continuously asked with a serious voice. And im totally shocked with that. He barely be serious.
"Why are you asking??are you going to somewhere??"well i think i can be okay since i will be adult tommorow" i throw some question before i answered just to make the mood light as always.
"Nothing. Just wondering. You will not be that old tommorow just add new year in your life" he answered me. After that no one talk again.

After he visit me in my house. I decided to cook for my self because mama bracy is sick. She's not my mommy but i call her mama because she's taking care of me like im her daughter since she doesn't have a kid. And its funny because sometimes mommy is getting jealous when i call mama a lot of times even though she's here..

After i eat. I called my parent's to inform them about my day. And also take my evening class and reviewed for tommorow. Even though i was just senior high i have a evening class its actually look like a homeschool because im her only students i studying for language class i started when i was in elementary so technically i can speak 15 language now. And the review that im talking about is for my architecture class. So im kinda busy everyday but thankfully zein is always there for me. It's also not hard to have a lot of class just be responsible on whatyou are doing and have a very good time management. Because time is your enemy in having a lot of work loads.

I wake up earlier because today is my birthday yeheyyyyyyyyy.!!! first is i take a bath. I wore my new red dress and its kinda revealing since im not use to wearing like this. Its a below the knee v-neck dress with a spaghetti strap. Well typical me is wearing big t-shirt and leggings even though im at house or somewhere. I put some baby powder and liptint since my face is allergic to make up though im good at putting make up into someone. Whenever i put make up on my face i always drink some anti-allergy. original or fake it always happen. I celebrate my birthday with some of my close friends, my mama, personal bodyguard they throw a little surprise party for me. We drink a little and the party done. Its already eleven o'clock in the evening but my phone keep on ringing because of the subscriber greeting and other relatives.

Zein just message me to get his gift tommorow because he can't make it. My parent's call me to greet me too. I was about to sleep when my phone rang with a special ringtone of my bestfriend. I answered it immediately because i thought he change his mind.
"Hello?" A girl from the other line asked and i was stunned because he never let other girls or boys to hold his phone
"Yes. Hello??why are you holding zein phone??" I asked politely even though i am nervous something i don't know.
"Im just a concern citizen because the boy who own this cellphone got accident and the rescuer forgot about his phone. You are in his speed dial so can you get his phone??" She asked with a very concern tone. I Was stunned and my tears keep on falling why on my birthday??
"W-where is he?? Where you" i asked. My hands is already shaking and my knees is getting weaker. After she gave me the address i hurriedly call my personal driver to drive me there because im not familiar with the place and i was schocked and my tears fall when i saw him......