Taehyung panics, there’s nothing he can do but to scream and tell him to do it. Yes Taehyung is crazy. He knows Jungkook will do it. He has some hope still tucked deep inside his heart but that hope vanishes when he sees how Jungkook is breathing harshly causing him to tremble convulsively.
"What are you waiting for, just pull the fucking trigger and kill me!!!!" Jungkook can’t sense the strangeness of Taehyung’s tone, too clouded with pain and anger, his eyes darkening when Taehyung squeezes his eyes shut, thick sweat rolling down the back of his neck as he wait for Jungkook to pull the trigger on him.
"Taehyung?!!! Are you okay?! What's going on in there?" Mina’s voice breaks through the thick atmosphere as she tries calling out to him while constantly kicking the door. Taehyung's eyes snap open and he realizes then that the door is jammed and he remembers to get it fixed but Mina must have locked it by accident.
With a shaky breath he looks back at Jungkook who locks his eyes with his and then Jungkook snaps out of it, silently cursing as he removes the gun and leans down to whisper in Taehyung’s ear.
"This isn't over Taehyung and mark my words..next time I will kill you in the worst possible way.."he whispers, getting out of his bed.
As Jungkook walks over to the window, he stops in his tracks to look back at him but Taehyung’s brows are furrowed as he tries to comprehend what just happened but his mind is all fuzzy and then he sees him jump through the window.
Just then Mina bursts through the door and the lights flicker on. There is panic written on her face as she runs to him while his gaze remains on the window bewildered. Was this just a dream? He blinks when Mina cups his cheek.
"Bun what happened? I heard you screaming." The worry in her gaze and soft voice calms him a bit but he is still shaken up with what had happened a few seconds ago. Jungkook almost killed him, but why didn't he?
"I..sorry..it was just a nightmare. Could you sleep with me tonight and watch over me." she nods and he scoots over to leave space for her to get in. She wraps her arms around him and pats his head gently. Taehyung tries to remove those terrifying thoughts and huddles into her warm comforting hug. One that he missed a lot.
Something tells him he won’t be sleeping tonight.
***
One gulp. Another gulp. Jungkook sat in his room for an hour drowning himself into an alcohol beverage. He hisses at the burning feeling in the back of his throat chugging down the last of the liquid and reaches to grab another bottle before gulping it down and wiping his mouth with his sleeve.
Nothing else was on his mind except for the one person who he feels getting further away into the mist if he closes his eyes and tries to think of something apart from him, but nothing works. The door to Jungkook's room opens and Jimin walks in to find him in his drunken state.
"Jimin..." Jungkook whispers not looking over his shoulder and even in his drunken state he knows that it's him. Jimin remains silent as Jungkook continues to speak. "Why can't I get rid of this feeling?"
There are fresh tears building up in the corner of his eyes as he tries not to think of Taehyung’s face. Even in his conscious body, the sudden rush of heat burns through his skin and small beads of sweat trickle down his face.
"I hate him...I hate him so much...I hate him..but I like him.." Jungkook's blunt response has Jimin tensing up at his confession and swallows the huge lump forming in his throat. Jimin knows that he's drunk and blurts out anything, but something felt different tonight. Like Jungkook was being truthful. And the truth hurts.
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His Darkest Desire ||Taekook||
फैनफिक्शन[Completed] Taehyung's long term trauma has never ceased to an end when his parents had both died in tragedy. Constantly hidden from the world,Taehyung doesn't know much about the dangers, can't come into terms to love himself, but then he falls int...
