Misery

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"My mom is so rude, she never lets me do anything" Talia complained, flipping her long blonde hair.
"I bet, oh my god! Did you see Justin Bieber's Calvin Klein advertisement?" Brit changed the topic, her voice ringing with excitement. "He is so hot" Talia replied, pulling into Medview high school parking lot.
"Isn't he hot Addy?"
"Adelyn?" Talia repeated my name.
"Sorry, what did you say?" I pulled out my head phones.
"Nothing, you should start paying more attention" Brit shrugged me off just as Talia was about to repeat the question.

I honestly don't think Brit likes me we much, but I'm okay with it I don't like her very much ether. Obviously ignoring Brits advice I put back in my head phones mouthing the words to green day.

We exited Talias car and made our way into the school I went my own way while they went theirs.
"Hey Ads" Brice Cougger winked at me as he passed by in the hall.
I smiled at him keeping quiet.

"Adelyn!" Sophie called, I cursed under my breath. There is no other way to describe Sophie than a self observed bitch. I guess you could call her a second Regina George from mean girls but she's probably worse. Every school has bullies like the football captain Jayce who physically abuse the students although he's not the football captain more like douche captain and then their is the one queen bee bitch that everyone worships which is Sophie who she abuses people with words. Sophie will not stop until she cracks you and she makes sure you stay down feeling broken and worthless. No wonder they are into each other.

"Hey Sophie! Hey Cali!" I plastered a big fake smile on my face before I turned to them.
Sophie was wearing a purple tube top with a black tennis skirt that reached just above mid thigh.

"How was your weekend?" Sophie asked.
"It was good" I replied grabbing my books.
"Mine was too I went to this party and I saw Alex who was grinding on some girl! Then I met this really hot guy named Brenden and we talked for awhile until Alex confronted me of cheating on him even though we weren't dating in the first place and then-" Cali story went on until Sophie told her to shut up and went to talk to some seniors clearly bored with me.
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The day went by quickly it always does class after class, rumour after rumour, nothing new. When lunch came around I was ready to crawl into a hole and never come out, but let's get real I always feel like that. Each table had its own little owners, there's three tables in which me and my "friends" sit at, and there are groups of friends who have claimed others. That leaves a few extra tables where the people who have to suffer Jayce and his friends.
Which in my opinion is absolutely terrible and I wish I could do something but I can't. I don't know why but I can't.

Calum Hood sits at his table alone sipping his milk, usually his best friend Luke Hemmings is sitting beside him although today he isn't, he's probably sick or something. I guess you could say Luke is Calums body guard, honestly Calum could probably kick Jayces ass but he is to much of a sweetheart to. For Luke that's a whole different story he stands up for what he believes in which is a good trait to have although punching someone's face in isn't very good and will probably land you a spot in detention.

"Hey drummer boy!" Alex yells at a boy sitting under a tree to was air drumming to the beat of the songs he was listening to. The boy looks at to Jayces gang laughing and mocking at him, the boy just shrugs it off but stops air drumming instead he starts eating his apple.

There is so many things wrong with people these days, why can't we treat each other with respect? And what's wrong with me I don't even have the guts to confront Jayce and his friends for being such dicks or telling Sophie to stop bullying people and making them feel bad about themselves.
I'm just as bad as them.

As the bell to dismiss school rings I already dread going home more then I dread going to school. My father isn't exactly friendly. I don't want to talk about it. It's seems like I'm not happy anywhere I probably never will.

"Hey babes! Catching a ride with us?" Talia asks in my ear as I put my books away.

"No thanks, but tomorrow morning would be amazing" I smile at Talia, she's the only girl who is actually decent to people and doesn't make me want to rip my hair out.

"Sounds good Chicka! See ya then!" Talia and Brit walked out the hallway arms hooked.

I take my time walking home by the time I get home it's five thirty although I wish it was later. I carefully open the front door, tip toeing up the stairs.

"Adelyn?" My father voice calls out.
I've been caught.

I decide to ignore him and sped up the stairs as quietly as possible. Once I reach my room relief flows through me as I twist my lock so he can't get in.

At seven my stomach grumbles and begs for food, I unlock my door and make my way down the hallway carefully when suddenly I'm pressed against the wall.

"Adelyn. Shame on you ignoring your own father" His breath reeks of beer and cigarettes.

My breaths are coming out in small gulps fear crawling up my back ready to pull my under and claim me as their own.

I don't want to go into detail about what happened because I don't think you want to know what happened.
Long story short I'm skipping gym class tomorrow not risking having anyone see the fresh bruises that stain my skin for the next month.

I lay in bed nibbling the pizza I made music blasting through my headphones as I scribble down my thoughts in my journal I've had since I was thirteen.
My dreams, my pain everything and anything you could ever know about me is hidden in this journal and if anyone was to ever read it not even God knows what I would do.
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The music fills
my ears.

And brings me to
a place that isn't
Here.

AN//
HEY I hope you liked it(; I have a lot of ideas for this story and please feel free to give me advice on how I can make my writing better and tell me if I'm going to fast because if so I'll slow down(;