Secret Directioner

The One That Got Away

~Roisin's POV~

Its now or never i thought as I took in a deep breath before pulling the door to Starbucks open. Immediately my nose was assaulted with the sweet smell of coffee making me relax a little. I looked around the room before locking glances with pricing blue brown eyes. I swallowed nervously as I made my way over to him. My eyes on the floor the whole time and before I knew it I was standing in front of him. He looked handsome I had to admit it. He was wearing black jeans with green converse and a grey v-neck. His hair was spiked like normal and he had a smile on his face as he stood up to give me a hug. I inhaled his fimiliar cologne and couldn't help but hesitantly hug him back.

"Have a seat." He said motioning for me to do the same as him. I pulled out the chair and set my phone on the table."I got you your favorite." Vanilla Bean. I took a sip and stared at him. His face turned serious I said nothing because I knew he was going to talk.

"I'm sorry. I promise you she came on to me I never meant to hurt you." He took my hand in his and I looked at our hands intertwined. Any other day this would be just another perfect date with the boy I thought would never hurt me. Today though, it wasn't the case. We were discussing what lead to our breakup. I sighed before taking another drink.

"I was piss drunk Rshiee. I love you and seeing you this hurt, knowing I'm the cause of this breaks my heart." I looked into his eyes. They were clouded with regret, love, and truth.

"Why?" I asked. "Why on our anniversary?" He flinched at the question I shot at him.

"If I could I would go back in time, I swear to you I would. I never, never wanted to hurt you,ever. Believe me when I say I love you, when I say it was nothing but a mistake. Roisin, please." He begged.

"I don't know if I can trust you,"I whipsered,"you really hurt me Isaac. I love you and you have me doubting if you ever really do love me."

"Please Roisin. Please believe me. Give me a chance to make it up to you, give me a chance to prove I love you."

His eyes locked with mine as his words pierced my heart. I knew I loved him, but I also knew he could hurt me again. And if he did I couldn't, I wouldn't be able to handle it. My heart wouldn't be able to handle it again.

"Im sorry-I love you, but c-can't. I just don't know if ill ever be able to trust you with my heart again." The tears pooled in my eyes, and as I spoke these words I promised myself I would never cry over him again. I stood up and grabbed my phone. "Goodbye Isaac." I looked at him one last time before I walked away from the guy who once held my heart. The guy who promised he'd never hurt me. The very one I trusted with my heart and still loved, and out the door. Not looking back because I didn't want him to see the tears that gradually fell down my cheeks.

~Isaac's POV~

As she walked away my heart shattered. It shattered because I knew I had lost her. Lost the one thing that meant the world to me. The most beautiful girl that I loved. And all because of one mistake. One mistake I could never get back. The tears stung my eyes but I did nothing to hold them back. I only cared of what one person thought of me, and that one girl was gone now. Gone from my sight and out of my grasp. I hated myself for drinking that night, I hated myself because I hurt her. I hated myself because I knew deep down I would never stop loving her and that hurt. A lot.

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Sorry it's taken so long to update. Finals this week and I've been cramming to at least feel confident for the test to come. Please give me feed back and vote. I'd love to hear what your thinking. Sorry again my Kit-Kats! :) x

-K