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(Your fucking me with your eyes)
MATURE CONTENT LATER ON
(I'll put an an x so you know)
AGAIN if you are not comfortable with that stuff skip the part k bye! -Anisa 

(Your fucking me with your eyes) MATURE CONTENT LATER ON (I'll put an an x so you know) AGAIN if you are not comfortable with that stuff skip the part k bye! -Anisa 

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A week

A week since me and Giovanni have seen each other.

I know that I shouldn't feel sad or mad about us not speaking or seeing each other. Even though we couldn't exactly find out what our relationship was, we still had some what of a friendship that I miss. Since he had been texting me most of the time I've gotten used to expecting a text from him at any time of the day. And I haven't been by the gym like I do all the time to see him and the boys. He's been basically a routine in my life so I am used to him seeing him on a daily basis. But  as always he just slips away.

So as always I distance myself as well He is not getting another reason to hurt me more. I guess I'll wait till he sorts out his fucking feelings because by now it's pretty obvious he is unsure. But nonetheless he can't go around messing with mine while he figures out his.

Like I had told him, I'll go to his fight. But how could I not I had Mia with me who wanted to see her brother fight so bad. At the fight I tried to stay unnoticed but guess whose eyes flicked to hers the second she got close to the ring. When he won with a knock out on his first official fight I felt so proud and I wanted nothing more than to go up there and kiss the shit out of him, but I couldn't risk Jasper asking questions. I had quickly told my brother that I wasn't feelings well and to tell Mia bye. I knew as soon as Giovanni stepped out he would have groupies all over him and I didn't want to stick around for it.

A text from Christian brings me out of my thoughts.

Christian: Turn on your TV chula you gonna wanna see this. Channel 7

And because of me being bored and I don't want to get stuck in my head I turn on the TV to channel 7 to see a whole lot of reporters running and I'm about to ask Christian why he had told me to go to this channel when I see Giovanni and a microphone in his face.

He has this annoyed look on his face but I can tell he isn't going to do anything.

"Moretii ! Moretii ! how do you feel about the win?!" The reporter says.

"I saw with my own eyes and I feel good about the win considering this is my first fight and Bradley is an experienced fighter, he'd been training for years, I'm not talking shit about Bradley so don't go around saying shit I didn't say" Giovanni finishes before walking away with Jasper and the rest of the guys.

Then it starts to show clips from tonight's game and I turn off the TV cause that's all I needed to see. I wish I was there and I wish I didn't have to miss him this much. I needed a break from my thoughts because right now it is not doing me well with the thoughts constantly of Giovanni. I have work tomorrow so I don't have time to think about him.

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