After a night out with friends which ended with the authorities, Lilith's Golden girl facade was destroyed in the eyes of her legal guardian leaving him no choice but to send her to Eastview a small town where her brother lives.
Trying to keep her...
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(No one can ever compare)
OK so everyone has their own type of escape something or someone it can be anything. Something that takes you away from the world, something that makes you feel safe when you need it. Well that escape for me is writing and reading. Books have been with me for god knows how long, Whenever I need to escape or just a stress reliever I read or write. When I read my mind just drifts away from reality slowly flying away from my body to a place where everything is good, happy. When I'm there I never want to leave and when I have to, it's the worst thing because now I actually have to face reality.
Books are there when I want to slip away.
I don't know why honestly but escaping to a world that isn't mine is just so satisfying. When I read, I like to re-read because I know how every thing is going to turn out. The fact of knowing the ending I like, If it makes sense. I think to me reading is if you want to say absorbing, its like a drink once you get a taste just one taste it takes over you. Reading soon becomes something you know and you can't go back from that. Why is Lilith talking about books, reading and how good it feels, well that's because I'm standing in the most precious place known, in my mind. The library, my job surrounding me is books, stories so many stories I'm wanting to read at this very second to know every single one of them. But I can't right now I am at work and my boss has a very strict rule on slacking, so as much as I want to pick up a book and just get lost in it I can't.
The main part of picking this job is so that I can be around books, I really needed this to be completely honest. I needed to get away from anything and everything, lately I haven't time to read and I don't like it. If this wasn't my job I would take a handful of books and walk out with barley any money in my pockets, I feel my self laugh. I don't even care. Sometimes I think reading is the same feeling as having sex, I don't know probably because I don't have much of a sex life.
Currently, Giovanni was my addiction, he was my books I get so lost in him just like I get lost in my books. He is especially distracting most definitely in school, I would see him at the end of the hall talking to some friends and just by the look of him I melt, even just passing each other in the hall a small smile he gives me and I'm done right there. We obviously talk, other than staring each other down. There is obvious attraction there more than attraction it's desire and we both know it. What I'm confused about is why hasn't he acted on it, I'm not going to lie, I want him I've wanted him since the moment he tapped on my shoulder my first day at Maddox. But my one last question is, Why do I keep getting lost in someone that just keeps pushing you away.
The door bell to the front door of the library jiggles and it breaks me out of my thoughts. I looks towards the door to see Lydia and Wren laughing. Once they catch my eyes they sequel of happiness.
"Lily!"
"Shh" I say running up to them. "My boss doesn't let me have friends here what are you guys doing here?"
