I woke up in a white room. Everything was white. The bed was white. The bed sheets were white. The gown I was wearing was white. I'm in a hospital. What kind of hospital? Mental? Sick? A doctor comes in.
"Where am I" I ask him
"The hospital, you were close to dying"
"What? How?"
"You are taking in nutrients. You are terribly sick. If your dad didn't call, you would be in a different part of the hospital."
"I honestly....... What?"
The doctor pats me on the head. I'm not okay. I promise. Daddy comes in
•|Gerard|•
How did this happen? This is my daughter. I haven't even had her for a week and she's already dying. I'm a terrible father. I want to cry but I have to stay strong.
"Hey, fighter" I say to my beautiful daughter.
"Hey, Daddy" she responds
I'm so happy to hear that beautiful voice of hers. I'm going to have to do something, anything, to help my dear Raven.
"What can I do?" I ask Raven
"What?"
"What can I do to help you?"
"Never let me go."
"I promise, Raven I will never let go of you"
I start to cry. I hug her, trying not to squeeze too tight.
"Raven, I'm never ever ever going to let this happen again. Okay?"
"Okay, Daddy"
•|Ray|•
Oh my Gosh! What the heck just happened. This poor little girl which is my niece is in the hospital because of an eating disorder. That sucks a lot! I love her and she's hurting herself to be skinny! That's not right! I'm literally about to burst out in tears I'm serious. I walk into her room. Everything is...... White. It's the most boring room ever! I wish I could just somehow paint it with blue, black, pink, and red but I don't know how the staff is going to feel. Oh well, I'm too punk rock for them!
"Sup, Ray?" Gerard says to me
"Nothing much. How's my little fighter doing?" I respond hoping I said the right words.
"I'll let her answer that" Gerard responds
"Well, I don't know. But you really need to listen to me because I'm telling you the truth, I mean this, I'm okay! Trust me!"
Gerard tried to calm her down. The doctor told me it's just from her waking up not knowing where she was. I understand that. I can't wait to get her home and play some songs for her. I heard her saying how she loved hearing me play the guitar and to be honest, I love the face she makes when I play.
•|Raven|•
I can't wait to get out of this, this, this horrible place! Food here is undigestible but they still except me to eat it all and keep it down. It's not fair! I rather go die! But I have to do it for daddy and my uncles. They love me and I love them. You know who else loved me, Victoria. She encouraged me to do this! I followed in her footsteps and look where she lead me to! I hate myself. I wanna go...... Cut. I don't think that's a good idea. Cutting is never the answer. Even when I think it is, it's not. I'm strong, I can do this. I'm digesting food, I'm recovering. That's, that's good, I think. It is! I'm going to leave this place soon I just know it! I'm okay, I'm really okay. Just take me home to a nice warm house that's isn't just white walls.
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Dark By Day (My Chemical Romance Fan Fiction)
RandomThe life of 16 year old Raven is a living nightmare. Her parents died in a car accident and now she is in Foster Care. The only thing that she cares about is music, My Chemical Romance to be exact. As she thought her life was bad enough, she has mor...