Dark By Day (My Chemical Romance Fan Fiction)

Chapter 7: The White Walls

The walls. They make me feel weird inside, almost a raging fire is burning inside me and is slowly coming out.
"White walls" A voice in my head says
The whole room is white. How am I supposed to keep sane. White walls. White gowns. White gloves. White scrubs. White masks. White bed sheets. I feel like running into a wall. Screaming at the top of my lungs. I want out of here now.
"Daddy?" I ask him
"Yes, sweetheart?"
"When can I go home?"
"Soon, very soon"
"When's soon"
"Maybe like couple hours to a day maybe"
"A day??!?"
"I know. It sucks but we'll get through it, together"
I throw up again. Crap.
"Raven?!?!" I heads Uncle Mikey scream from behind the wall. He burst through the door and sees day supporting me and me throwing up.
"Oh My Gosh! Do I need to get someone?"
"Ye-"
"NO!" I cut dad off
"Raven. I need to get someone."
Uncle Mikey runs out the door in hopes of finding a doctor. Frank, Bob, and Ray come in the door. Ray drops to his knees and cries.
"Raven!" Bob yells out
I continuously vomit uncontrollably. I'm almost blue. I can't stop. What's happening? I black out. I have a vision. White walls everywhere. White chairs. I'm wearing a white tee shirt. White pants. No color at all. Then it started to rain but instead of raindrops, it's paint. Drops of blue, pink, green. Then daddy's apart. He picks some paint up from a puddle and flicks it on me. I laugh and do it back. We have a paint fight.
"RAVEN!" Daddy yells at me
"Yes, Daddy" I yell back
"You gotta stay with me!"
"What do you mean?"
"Raven! Please! Don't do this! Raven, No!"
I wake up. Daddy is crying. Uncle Frank is hugging him. Uncle Bob is in the corner doing his own little thing. Uncle Mikey hides his face into Uncle Ray's afro.
"What's wrong, Daddy?"
"Thank God!" They all scream at the same time
"Doesn't matter" Uncle Mikey says to me "You're Okay, and that's all that matters to us"
I nod.
"How long has it been" I ask
"Three days." Bob answers
Three days. How the? How does that happen? I'm not even that sick. I gotta get out of here somehow. The white walls. I refer to again. The paint. I imagine them pink and blue with splashes of green. I look at daddy's red hair. Spiked up. He kisses me on my forehead and lays his head on mine.
"Raven, I will never let this happen again even when it's on your own will. This is never going to happen again." Daddy says to me
"Okay" I respond
The doctor comes in.
"She's awake. She can come home of everything is okay"
I cheer a little inside. Yes! I'm outta here. The doctor checks my vitals.
"She's alright! She can come home!"
"Yayyyyy" I heard Uncle Ray scream
We check out of the hospital and we finally get home. We turn on the T.V and watch one of my favorite movies, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower. I sit next to Daddy and Uncle Ray. Uncle Frank sat next to Daddy. Uncle Mikey sat next to Uncle Frank and Uncle Bob sat next to Uncle Mikey. Kind of a big family if you ask me. I just realized I'm the only girl. Dating is going to be hard for me. The movie is over and I try to eat again. This time the food is simple and digestible; peanut butter toast. It's about 6:00 pm. Bed time is 10:00 pm. I always stay up though. I digest the toast and take a shower. After my shower, I put on a Pierce The Veil tee shirt and red pajama pants. I let my black and red hair air dry. There's always a wet stop on my back when my hair is finished drying. In the mean time while my hair i drying, I listen to Ray play the guitar. It's about 8:20 pm when my hair finished drying. I go into the living room where I see Daddy sitting on the couch with his head in between his knees.
"Whats wrong" I ask Daddy
"Daddy is feeling guilty about some things"
"Oh, do you want to ta-"
"No I'm fine" Daddy cuts me off
I know that "I'm fine" bull crap is fake. He's not fine. I call Uncle Frank into the living room to cheer him up. I hear crying. I don't know who it is coming from but I hear two crying voices. Crap. This is about me isn't it. I'm getting anxious now. Are they going to have to give me up? Oh God please no, no! I go upstairs to my room. I get under a lot of blankets and cry. I hear a knock at my door.
"Come in" I sniffle
It was Ray. He sees my red eyes.
"Raven, your father was talking to a therapist"
"Anddddddd"
"Your case is severe"
I stop.