*a couple days layer*
I walk over to our cabin. I open the door, and walk inside.
Newt is sitting against the far wall, breathing heavily, tears streaming down his face.
I quickly rush over to him, and sit down in front of him, and grab his hands.
"Newt.. Newt what happened?" I ask.
He doesn't look up, just keeps taking sharp breaths.
He was having a panic attack.
"Just.. EVERYTHING! We're stuck in this bloody place, we're never getting out" he said in between breaths.
I knew Newt had had a problem with depression, but I didn't know he had panic attacks.
I sit next to him against the wall.
"Listen... Just take deep breaths.. In through the nose, out though the mouth" I try calming him down.
He keeps breathing fast.
"We're never getting out, we're stuck here, like rats" he put his head in his hands.
I pressed my lips softly onto his, and his breathing slowed.
"We-you... You don't deserve this" he says.
"it's okay.. We're going to get through it" I say.
"Slow your breathing.. Think of happy things" I say. He looks up, and gives me a small smile. "Like kissing you?" He asks.
I laugh.
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Okay so don't kill me really short chapter 😫 I just wanted to focus on the fact that Newt does have depression, and might have panic attacks sometimes.
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Maze running (a tmr/ Newt fanfiction
FanficIsabella wakes up in a box. It is rising. Upwards. She is on her way to the glade, but she doesn't know it yet. * Sooooo this is gonna be a fanfiction about Newt, so if you don't like him you can just leave right now.
