Reiner x depressed reader

Why is he back

Reiner sat on my bed and looked at me . He looked stressed . " what's wrong Reiner ?" He didn't answer me , I asked again he still didn't answer me . I stood there before sighing . I lifted his face and asked him again . He looked away , he looked sad . " I'm just sad right now I'm scared for no reason I guess you could say ." I Let go of his face and lifted his arms he looked at me confused . I put my arms underneath him and held my hands together and pulled him forward he started to laugh . He stood up normal and hugged me . I looked up at him . " are you done pouting?" He looked at you and smiled as he nodded . " I'm bored " I said into his chest . He laughed at me . I looked up at him . " can you dance ?" The question caught him off guard " I mean kinda , I never really learned ." I looked him and grabbed his face and brought it towards my face . He looked into my eyes , " what kind a dancing do you know ." He thought about it " I can do old fashion dancing ." I looked at him and took his hands placed them on my waist and wrapped my arms around his neck , I layer my head on his shoulder . " teach me then ." He laughed " so you wanted to dance even though you don't know how to ?"I was quite before nodding. He told me to get on his boots I stood there on his boots as he move all around the room he stopped and told me to stand on the ground, took one hand off of my waist and took my hand and made me twirl around before pulling me back , he then grabbed my leg and told me to put my hand on his neck as I did he held me up with one hand why dipping over me . I laughed as he pulled me back to stand up , I flopped on my bed waiting for him to come next to me . He flopped on the bed as well we broke out in laughter . " y/n" he sat up . " yes " I sat up next to him and put my hand on his back . He looked at me " y/n please forgive me for doing this ." I was confused he , leaned in I was waiting he then just hugged me . " that's what you wanted hahaha you could have asked ." He sat up and walked to the door as he opened it " don't forget to come to the lake ." He said as he walked away .
The moon was out it looked so pretty like that night . I snuck out threw the window and walked threw the fog to the lake and sat a tree . Reiner can from behind me and sat next to me . I leaned on him as he started to breath heavily. I got up and stood out where I could see the moon . He came from behind me and wrapped his arms above my chest . He sat his chin on my head before I looked back at him and asked why he wanted me here tonight. He was quite as he held me close to him . I grabbed his arms and we watch a shooting star go by .I closed my eyes as I wished for a life outside of the walls . When I opened my eyes I saw Reiner looking at the moon . He turned me around and looked at me . " Are you ok Reiner ?" He leaned forward his forehead touched mine his eyes where closed . He held my face as the moon light showered us . " Y/n I hope you don't hate me for this ." I giggled " you mean another hug ." He smiled softly. He looked at me , he covered my eyes with one of his hands . I stood there waiting for the thing that was supposed to make me hate him . I was about to ask him something but before I could say anything I felt something warm against my lips . He removed his hands from my eyes and turned around and started to walk off . I grabbed his hand I looked at him shocked , he was red . I looked into his eyes " Reiner-" before I could ask the question he Started to ramble " I'm sorry y/n I understand if you hate me I understand if you want to leave and never talk to me again I understand if you want me to lea-" I put my hands over his mouth. I was burning up I couldn't look at him in the eyes I was blushing. My heart was racing , I was panicking I couldn't let his hand go . I took a deep breath and pulled his face forward , his eyes were closed . Our lips almost touching . I wrapped my arms around his neck as I slowly kissed him , he grabbed my waist and pulled me toward his body , he slipped his tongue into my mouth , he wrapped his tongue around mine I did the same . I felt like I was melting. My body started to burn up I broke the kiss as I gasped for air , he was panting. I looked Reiner as he was panting he grabbed my face and kissed my forehead. I grabbed his hand and we walked back to the window . I got in and waited to help him get in he walked me to my door I kissed him goodbye as he walked to his door . I flopped on my bed and screamed into my pillow Sasha who was um asked me what was wrong I looked at her my face all read . She smirked and walked over to me " YALL KISSED DIDN'T YOU I KNEW IT !" I blushed a bit. I turned over and fell asleep. I woke up and today we had to watch the walls . Sasha brought a thing of meat and was saying we could split it and make sandwiches. We all agreed and I was about to load the cannons when the Colossal Titan showed up . Fear and anger took over my body eren was the same . The colossal Titan smashed the wall Titans started to enter the gate I went in and killed the first few I could . I ran to the bell tower were eren had just been eaten armin frozen I grabbed him and took off I just like a dear friend. We started to cry I told him to go and find Jean and his team . They where on the way I took off and saw two 15 meter Titans about to attack when the other Titan let out a scream that made me fall . The Titan ate the other Titan . Mikasa stood near the Titan in shock everyone who was near had saw this . I took off to the church where people where at Titans had taken over there , I managed to kill two of them before the Titan ate the other two . Then out of no where 4 Titans attacked the Titan saving people. Smoke filled the air . Out of the Titan Eren showed up . Eren was a Titan . I was going around to busy to deal with the news and was trying to find people who where in trouble I managed to save a little boy , a pregnant woman and a dog . Body's took over the streets the city was safe . I was waiting for the armor Titan to show up . I saw Reiner , Annie and bretholt . They all came next to me . " what are you doing " Annie asked . " I'm waiting " they all looked confused " waiting for what " bretholt asked . " for the armor Titan " . They all looked at me , the nodded and I shot up to the top of the wall the followed behind . I ducked down people where shooting inside the wall . I ran behind them and knocked them all down I yelled as I saw a Titan skeleton and mikasa , armin and eren in there . I jumped down infront and asked what was happening " HE IS A TITAN HE MUSTED ME KILLED !" They yelled armin came out and said he was protecting everyone that he killed half the Titans . We ended up having Eren take the rock that we couldn't move and had him put it in the front gate. Everything happened so fast . And to think we still had to go outside the walls . Bodie where everywhere. It was sad . We lost half the city . And are comradeship. Today was a day to remember. Jean was upset over the lost of Marco , we all where upset we lost someone . I didn't want to leave my room I went back to my state of poor metal health I stopped eating I stopped doing anything I would fight in my room and would only let Sasha In she was my roommate anyway . I didn't want to have to go out of the wall but they started to make us leave our rooms.
We got on our horses , I named mine jaylnn, we got along already I hoped on and followed Reiner . I ended up loosing my horse and was low on steam a Titan came by and hit us . My horse left me and I ended up killing the Titan . I ran into the forest almost getting eaten I swing threw the trees when all the sudden a Titan grabbed me it was a female Titan she was running and I saw armin and Reiner I started to scream for help the female Titan stopped and covered her neck . Reiner jumped off his horse and tried to cut her neck but went for the hand I was in he cut her and she let go grabbing him instead . I went back up to cut her but she pulled my string down which caused me to fall armin caught me on the horse . I started to cry as armin rode away but the Reiner cut her fingers and jumped on his horse he grabbed me from armin and put me on his horse we saw red smoke it was Jean I came for the two 10 meter Titans and cut their neck armin killed the small one . Jean lost his horse and rode with armin we all managed to hide as I called for my horse Reiner called for his . We were about to give up when historia shouted at us she had our horses . We ran to her I got on my horse and Jean rode his horse that came behind him . We all rode together and saw the female Titan I ran towards her as Reiner followed he told me to run around her cut her legs , we cut her legs and watched as she fell to the ground . In the end we had caught her and Levi attacked her waiting for her to let go instead she screamed . We ended up having to run as Titans came to eat the person controlling the she got eren and mikasa and Levi went after them . Everyone else had to go back .We got eren back but right now armin , eren , and everyone else was having a meeting .
Reiner came by and had brought Annie and bretholt. I was so tired my body hurt I had been hit pretty bad . We had lost more people a lot more . I sat there in pain and just wanting to die . Annie told the boys to get out . Reiner being the guy he is wanted to stay but bretholt pulled him back and Annie threatened to kick him . She told me to take of my shirt , I took it off and she saw the Bruising and cuts . She grabbed the kit she had In her bag she told me to lay down . She applied pressure to the bruise I groaned In pain as I heard a crack . She pushed the bone back in its place , she helped me up and wrapped two layers on bandages. She went to go open the door as Reiner fell forward . He looked up and saw a mad Annie she stepped on him as she left the room . He got up and walked towards me I was covered in bandages . He held my hand a pulled me too his chest I laid on him and he kissed my forehead . " are you ok y/n" I nodded . I sat up and went to go lay on my pillow but before I could he grabbed my face and kissed me . I kissed him back before laying on my bed . He rubbed my stomach before leaving to bring me food .
He came back a few minutes later with some fruit and soup . He sat on the floor next to me I gave him a piece of my fruit and we continued to talk about about what happened. We talked about the renal Titan and who the traitor could have been . Then we would get off topic and I would talk about life outside of the wall and what it could have been . He smiled at me and would listen and would imagine what it looked like as well . He pulled me up and helped me stand up . I managed to stay up a little but my body was so tired . Reiner sat the bed taking off his boots and belts before he laid down . I pulled me to come sleep with him . I fell asleep facing his chest as he held me close . I was tired I wanted to sleep forever but we had tomorrow to find the female Titan.