january first 2021

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hey grey, its been a while since updating hasnt it been? a month exactly.
we talk everyday, still going strong, still love you.
life is rough, really fucking rough sometimes, you make it better. just wish you were but covid and plane costs are expensive.
still not out to my mum, scared to come out, scared to tell her about you.
what is love? is it something we make up to feel better about ourselves? something to distract us from our irl problems? bc ik thats not why i love you.
you make me cry daily, happy tears obviously duh.
we can facetime soon i promise you im just w family.
its 5:48am currently, you told me to go to bed an hour ago, its hard to do without you.
i dont wanna be okay without you.
TW SH AND ED
i havent eaten much, its hard to eat.
lost my self harm streak
it hurts lol
i miss my dad, rip ily dad.
this ones short but i havent done much today but talk to you.
i love you, for now and for always.
emma.

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