i dont know what to say, i havent felt the best in a while, and i feel selfish for ending it bc it was better for me, im sorry my dear. i love you, i truly do, but i still need to figure things and myself. i know youre still here, which is so great to know it makes me happy that i can still speak to you whenever. im stressed with school atm but its okay ill do it eventually, i think about my dad often. i wont get into details there but its really upsetting to think about him. youre always on my mind, im obsessed with you, everything you do, youre gorgeous, youre so pretty and you dont see that. eventually i hope youll see the same grey that i do. please take care of yourself dear. <3.
also you dont have to respond to thus but knowing you're here is comforting for me.
