I'll Love You Endlessly

Chapter 2

 I took a deep breath and tried to forget about what happened in the dressing room. I just needed to be careful and not slip and make another mistake. We split up and took different routes to go to the stores we needed as spouses to decorate the house. We were all assigned a room in the house and Louis and I were assigned the game room. We wanted to do a theme of a game on each wall and we just picked 4 of everyone in the houses favorites. We picked Mario Kart (obviously), Fifa, Just Dance, and Black Ops.

Louis tended to grab my hand every time a group of boys walked by. His jealousy was so cute. I finally gave in and just told him to hold my hand the whole time. We went to every store we could think of that had any posters of little things related to the games. It took us about an hour to collect everything and buy it all. It was a lot easier to shop with the king of video games. We still ended up having about 30 minutes so we went to go grab a quick something to eat.

Louis insisted an Italian food so we went to a little place in the mall. I grabbed us a booth while Louis went to order something for the both of us. I curiously looked around and saw a store of all things baby. Well, that’s just made my day. I didn’t realize I was staring until Louis sat down.

“What are you staring at?” he asked as he looked to where I was looking.

“Nothing just dazing off,” I said quickly so he would turn his head back towards me.

“Hannah I know you want to start a family, trust me I do to like a lot!” Maybe I can tell him right here right now about the baby. He did say he wanted one. “It’s just we would need to plan a bit and with the last tour for a while coming up I’m not going to be around that much.” Great I really thought we were going somewhere but I guess not. I just looked down at the desk and nodded trying to hold back my tears. Louis put his hand under my chin and lifted it up. He grabbed my hands from under the table and stared into my eyes.

“Hey, it’s going to be ok,” he always made me smile. I was so lucky to have him.

“You know what? I forgot to tell you that I was the one who wrote the lyrics ‘your hands fit in mine like it’s made just for me.’ It’s true about you and me it was meant to be and the way you hold my hand makes me never ever want to let you go.” I started to blush and started to think no matter what I decide to do with the baby I’m glad it’s his.

The conversation continued with a talk about our relationship, the tour, and how we are going to put everything up in the game room. I listened to him with open ears and stared deep in his eyes the whole time. His laugh and smile was so contagious. I had so many other stuff on my mind, but he manages to let it all disappear for the few minutes you’re with him.

I looked at my watch and threw my drink away and motioned for Louis that it was time to go. He threw his food away and grabbed my hand. As we walked out there was a group of girls getting ready to mob him. I guess the news was out that they were here. I let go of his hand and tried to step aside not to get in the way of the fans. Louis grabbed my arm firmly and turned me around to face him so closely that I could feel his stomach touching me. He didn’t take one look at the girls only me. He leaned in and kissed me passionately for a long time. When he backed away I rubbed his lips taking off the lipstick. I pulled him in and whispered in his ear.

“I really really dig this over protective side of you.”

“Really because I can do better,” Louis said teasingly. He saw a guy look over at me and went and pushed him against the wall and told him to back of she's mine. When he came back over and gave me another kiss, so the guy would walk away.

He finally took me out of the mall to the car where the others were waiting. I sat in the car trying to not smile too much after what just happened. Louis told us he had to go get something he left in the food place we were just at. 

We spent a couple minutes all together talking and laughing until Louis arrived back. It was a great day and mostly a good time to push everything aside and just have fun. I sat next to Louis and Harry and we were all dancing and I couldn’t help, but sing under my breath as the rest sang aloud. Olivia and Harry took the lead and as always Harry sounded amazing. Olivia has always had the voice to be famous, but she never wanted to go for it because she never believed she was good enough.

“Hannah, why don’t you just sing out? I can see you singing under your breath.” Lucy said as she held Liam’s hand and laughed.

“I’m not in the mood,” I lied and tried to avoid singing in front of everyone.

“You are never in the mood. I’ve known you forever and have never heard you sing.” She said as she got serious.

“I just don’t like to sing in front of others.”

Louis grabbed my hand and showed me in his eyes that it’s ok and I don’t have to worry about anything. I just stayed quiet the rest of the ride home just listening to the conversations as I laid my head on Louis’ shoulder.

I walked into the house and headed straight to my room to collect myself and call my mom. When I was finally ready Louis walked in with a bag he grabbed from the trunk. He sat next to me and smiled. He seemed to be so happy with what he did so I got excited to see him all worked up.

“Hey, what’s going on?” I said as I looked at him.

“I went back into the mall to get something for you. I know you want to start a family and I know we aren’t quite ready, so I got you something to hold on to until our first child.” He said as he pulled out the bag from behind his back. I opened it and pulled out two different colored blankets one blue and one pink. I looked at them and held them close to me. I started to cry and tried to hide it, but I was always terrible at hiding my emotions. I don’t know how much longer I could hide it from him or maybe I can take care of it and never tell him. There are so many choices, but I can only make one.

Louis pulled me into his chest and I just let everything go. He never questioned why I cried and I thank him for that because I could probably never tell him without telling him about our baby that was still growing.