I'll Love You Endlessly

Chapter 12

I broke down and landed on the floor tears flowing out of my eyes. He took my baby boy one of the only things that could break me. I couldn’t process anything anymore it was all too much to take in. I could hear the other tears in the room including Louis’. I felt two hands on my shoulders; that’s when someone started to lift me up. I freaked out and started to scream. I didn’t want anyone touching me.

“Leave me alone!” I yelled trying to loosen the grip.

“Hannah, please just take a seat,” A familiar voice said as I wiped my tears away to look at who was touching me. I nodded my head as Liam helped me up and sat me on the couch between Lucy and Olivia. I curled up in a ball and leaned against Lucy and cried. I could hear nothing but the door opening and shutting and the sound of sirens.

I eventually drowned in my tears and fell asleep. I realized Lucy and Louis had stayed downstairs all night with me. Of us three I was the first one awake. I looked up at Louis on the couch across from me holding Cade’s blanket and tears staining his face. Yesterday felt like a dream but it wasn’t. I started to feel the morning sickness so I went and through up and got cleaned up.

I ran into Harry on the way out of my room all cleaned up and dressed. I was in so much emotional pain that I had no more tears. I was just sad and depressed at this point.

“Hey Harry,” I said as I crossed my arms on my baby bump. He didn’t say anything and just embraced me into a hug. I could feel a couple of tears fall from his eyes onto my head.

“The police are coming tonight and are going to camp out for your safety since they think that asswhole is going to come after you next. I just want you to know that I’m here and that I love you ok?” Harry said staring at me in the eyes holding my arms.

“Yeah I understand,” I looked at him intently and made my way into Cade’s room and sat in the rocking chair holding his favorite stuffed animal that we had received from my dad that my mom picked out before she died for hours. I closed my eyes and rocked back and forth. There were so many footsteps outside of the room but I just ignored them.

“Hannah!” I heard a scream as the door busted open.

“Oh my god! Kenny?!” I said in shocked as I jumped up from the rocking chair to give her a hug. “I thought you were in Phoenix?”

“I was but then I received the news and I flew here as fast as I could!” she said releasing from the hug getting angry. “Where in the hell is Lucas? I’m going to kick his ass!”

I got dizzy thinking about it. The stress was having a bad effect on my hormones and on the baby in general. I went back and sat in the chair putting my hand on my head and stomach trying to refocus.

“Oh you’re not…..? Are you?” she asked as I nodded staying in the same position. “Oh my gosh another baby?! You need to stay here and let me deal with this. The stress can hurt the baby,” she said as she helped me up and lead me downstairs where the police were. I sat at the big counter next to Louis who held me as the others stood around looking at the devices.

“Miss, do you have your cell phone on you?” they asked. I nodded as I unlocked it and noticed the missed calls and messages I had from my dad, Johannah, and…. Lucas.

“He….. called.” I trembled handing them the phone.

“Are you strong enough to redial the number, so we can get his location?” I put my hands on my face and wiped the water from my eyes.

“This is too much to ask from her. I don’t think it’s a good idea.” Louis retorted.

“I’ll be fine.” I sniffed as I hooked my phone to the device that played the conversation out loud. They gave me instructions as well as the others to be quiet.

The phone started to ring and I breathed deeply waiting for him to answer. Louis held my hand for good luck. I began to grow frustrated and then the ringing stopped and a deep voice picked up.

“I knew you would call back. I knew you missed me, I sure as hell have missed your voice,” he spoke as Louis’ jaw clenched.

“Where’s Cade?”

“He’s fine. I’m taking great care of him just like I would have our kids. We could have had such great children you know.” I squeezed Louis’ hand to help him calm down as the police where encouraging me.

“I want my son back. What do I have to do to get Cade back?”

“Well if you come over and stay with me for a night or two then you can have your sweet little baby back.”

“Hell no!” Louis screamed repulsively.

 The line went flat and I looked at Louis with pain in my eyes.

“We almost had him! We almost had our baby back!” I screamed at him.

“Hannah calm down,” I heard Kenny say as I stared at Louis.

“What the hell is wrong with you I needed to know where he is! I need to just stay with him for a couple nights to get him back!” I said as I pushed his hand away from me.

“Hannah! He wanted to have sex with you! I’m not going to let him touch you!” Louis said trying to get me to focus on the possibilities.

“I just want him back! I would do anything! I want my boy back in my arms so I can be there when he falls asleep at night!” I yelled as I fought Louis and eventually gave up and started crying in his arms.