Poems by Yasmin

Yasmin's day- panic,people,pizza,new clothes

Well see today wasn't that eventful... my life is quite uneventful but, intresting...

So i've noticed my body changing and so have guys stares... it's kinda wierd. They like kinda notice me now... IDK. But OMG I had pizza and soda today. I also had people over well, my brother did. They were kinda cool... I really like Gabby and Jack, they're getting married. Also I got some new clothes that are really cute. I have also decided that I will write boyxboy version fairtytales. It's been a good weekend but, the only problem was the panic attack I had in the bathroom with my friend there...

*Friday during the game*

Well you remember when I told you me and this girl were arguing, it was a big misunderstanding... And she still had a grudge.... I was over it but, she wasn't. She was being a complete bitch (forgive my language-not) and well.... I was pissed and I couldn't control my anger and decided it would be best if I went to the bathroom to get my anger out on the wall (till my knuckles bruised even more since they were already bruised from the past few days...) and my friend decided to go.... She needed to pee. So we walked to the bathroom and I, of course, was upset. She asked me what was wrong and I told her nothing but, she didn't believe me. We entered the bathroom an she went in the stall... I couldn't hold my anger in... I began to breathe heavy "Breathe Yasmin, Breathe" she said but, I couldn't.... I had to catch my breath.... I could feel myself going..."Breathe" she says but, I can't "Breathe....." I can feel myself going.... going.... I'm coming back and we decide it's best I get fresh air... We walk but, me I can barely stand but, I keep going and get a drink of water from the water fountain... We talk... and talk.... and walk back to class... Later that night me and the friend that was arguing become 'Okay' again......

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So yeah it was quite intresting.... Only that day though.... and Saturday I got new pants... cute pants that look amazing on me (just saying...). I don't know but, I really like writing like this on wattpad.... It feels good to share my feelings and day with you... If your willing to listen.... Thanks..... Thanks for everything.... :)