Poems by Yasmin

Get to know me- Yasmin

Well hey there I just wanted to tell you a bit about myself... I know my life isn't interesting but, I mean don't you want to know the person behind the words?

Well here I go....

I was born on October 13th in the year 2000 (I am currently 14). My fav color used to be yellow... now it's gray... or any color in the rainbow. I am bisexual. "How do I know?" You may ask... I like girls and guys... duh. I am currently in high school. I'm like 5ft (I know i'm short)... but, people find me adorable so yeah..... My most trusted friends are Madison and Chloe... and I actually quite trust Brenna (more than Renee)... truthfully. I know what it says in my bio (if you bothered to read it) I know it says that my best friends are Juliet and Renee but, seriously to one of them I barely exist and to the other i'm not cool enough... except sometimes I just don't care. I tie my hair in a bun (or ponytail now) and sometimes two buns. I wear no makeup but, I did try wearing some a few times ( mascara made my eyes itch and face stuff made my skin feel gross). I think i'm prettier without it anyways... I have clear skin... no zits on my face... nice legs.... but, I am a bit over weight but, I just think it makes me look adorable. I love to read on wattpad... it's the best thing ever! I also have over 150 books ( I counted) and I have lots more on wattpad. I like boyxboy. Sometimes I feel I can't even read straight stuff anymore...

I have first period PE ( I actually like to run). I have second period biology. Third period Geometry. Fourth period English (my favorite). Fifth period symphonic band (i've been playing the flute for almost three years). And sixth period French. Also my school is pretty cool... not much bullying from what i've seen... and there is a Gay Straight Alliance club (I was in it but, I got out... it was quite boring). Also I love music... all kinds. I love to write... poetry... horror... about life... anything. I love to write how I feel... it calms my anger. I also think I might be bipolar but, I don't know. .. Also i've been a bully and have been bullied but, only in certain moments of my life... and of course I feel terrible. I have gained and I have lost, I believe we all have...

I never really knew my grandpa (from my dad's side) he died when I was two... he drank to much... so did my father (that was before I was born so, I never saw him drunk)... and my uncle... and many more... but, they all are getting better. There is a lot that has happened in my life.... I have tried to kill myself... more than once... thought about it constantly..... cut myself with what I could find... and now only have two scars. I tried breaking my hand once... with a hammer... wood... and the cement floor... I punched the cement floor... then the wood... then grabbed the hammer... smashing it onto my knuckles... hard... again... and... again...and... again... it didn't break... and if it did.... I didn't realise. I lost a good friend who was only in her early 20's... I cried so hard. I miss her so much.....

I am over protective over my family and people who I care about ( I will hurt you so bad you'll wish the devil himself was there rather than me...) I am random... wierd... shy... and odd. I talk to myself... and i'm crazy (obviously). I also have alot of gay friends and amazing friends.... My life isn't perfect but, i'm learning how to accept it....

Thanks for reading... just some info on me...if you want to know more... just comment... tell me how you feel.... ask questions... be curious.... :)