Loki× Reader × Bucky (finished )

Chapter 12

Totally forgetting about the fact that you just cried you leave your room. "Dad! Hey, where did you bring Loki?" You say walking towards Tony, Thor, Wanda, Scott, Vision and Clint watching the fast and furious. "Have you been crying, ________?" Shit. Everyone looks at you and your extremely red eyes. "Yea...obviously" shily you say that and then change the topic back to why you actually are here." So where did you bring him?" Waiting for a response, you put your hair into a ponytail. "He is two floors beneath us, in the strange room. He should be awake by now." Still, everyone is staring at you confused. Why would you want to see him now? "Thanks" You rush to the elevator and fastly push the button of the floor you want to go to. Why are you rushing to him? And why do you slightly hope he did all those things out of love to you? Those mixed feelings could kill you. Bringing these traumatic experiences back to Bucky is unforgivable, but still you want him to like you. What is wrong with you. Bing. You reached your desired floor and walk out of the elevator into the room with the sticker "the strange room" on the door. This room is called the strange room, because it is kept empty, so Doctor Strange has a place to make his "portals" in silence. The name was obviously Thor's and Peter's idea.
You enter and see Loki.

"Well hello" he says, not looking at you. Tied up Loki sits in one corner of the room. "Again I am locked up" His voice is shaking and you can feel the pain behind those words, ripping apart a small piece of you. Slowly he bites his lower lip and then looks up at you. Both of you are staring at each other, with red eyes because you cried. Not breaking the eye contact, you kneel down next to him. "See, I'm really sorry ________, something came over me and I cannot explain my behavior with a reasonable reason. I did not mean to hurt you." You shush him down. Seeing Loki being soft is very interesting to you, because you are sure there is barely anyone he let's himself be vulnerable around. This really strengthens the relationship between you. "It cannot be undone and I understand that, but I'm not the one you should worry about, it's Bucky." Nervously he smiles at you and you smile back. "Probbably you're right. Does this mean you are not mad at me?" He asks, slowly gaining his cockiness back, now that he is sure that you not totally hate him. "Maybe a little" Chuckling you answer and he joins you with a soft chuckle. Now he starts stroking your hand with his. His hand is big and warm and really soft. Your cellphone buzzes and you check it. Another message from Bucky "I'll be there in 5 minutes❤" It says. This time you don't answer, but put it back in your pocket. The two of you looking in your eyes and him stroking your hand made it clear to you that he likes you, what doesn't make the situation less difficult. "I have to leave now, but I will be back and I will make sure you get a bed at least." Self confidently you give him a kiss on the cheek and leave, feeling him looking with admiration at you till the second you close the door.