Speak Up

9.

Thursday
12:30
Kehlani

The last couple days have seemed extremely long but I'm just trying to make it day by day. I'm not really feeling the date with Mikey on Saturday anymore. What if I mess up and he starts to hate me as well? I just can't wrap my head around it.

  Passion and I sat at a lunch table waiting for Angelina and Trinity to arrive. I layed my head on the table while trying to drone out the noise from
The cafeteria.

"Lani?" Passion called my name lightly.

"Yes?" I said looking up. She pulled a small purple pouch out of her purse. She dug in it and found a small white and yellow crystal.

"I noticed you have been a little down lately. Even though you might not want to talk about it right now just now that The girls and I are always here. But to help with your healing process this is a citrine crystal. It is a stone of light and will help strengthen positivity in your life and so much more. You can put it in your purse or backpack and just carry it around like a goodluck charm." She said as she placed it in my hand . I just smiled and gave her a big hug.

"Thank you passion I really love  it ."

"Good." She said smiling and returning the hug.

"Aweee what are we hugging for?"

"Nothing just talking." passion replied.

"There is a little karoake fundraiser event for the school tonight at Dino's" Trinity said changing the subject.

"Dino's pizza taste like card board and booty juice." Angelina replied. We all burst into laughter.

"Your mouth is so outta pockettt" Trinity replied as our laughter died down.

"I'm just saying what we all are thinking. I know the school only chooses dinos cause they pizzas hella cheap and they get the building for no charge." She added. They all nodded in agreement, personally I have never been to the place so I wouldn't know.

"You going Lani?" they asked. I thought about it for a second. There is no need for me to be stuck in the house with Lauren and mom.

"Yes, I'll be there."

"Yayyy!!! All my bitches going so it won't be as boring." Trinity exclaimed and she gave me a small hug making me chuckle.

7:20 p.m

Main Whores😙✌🏽

Passion🧿: Should I wear my overalls and doc martins?

Angelina🍃🌞: I mean yeah If you want
To look like trader joe🤷🏽‍♀️.

Trin🧚🏾‍♀️: lmfaoooo not trader joe

Passion🧿: shut your want to be hard ass up

Angelina🍃🌞: fuck you tinker bell

Kehlani: lol but yes Passion that'll look cute

Passion🧿: tyyyy lani

Trin🧚🏾‍♀️: get dressed picking you hoes up in a hour

I sighed as I looked at trins message and got up to rummage through my closet. After flicking through the hangers for a bout five minutes I decided on a distressed band t shirt, baggy ripped jeans, and some  ones.

   Cracking open my door i tip toed to the bathroom hoping to avoid the two other women of this household. I let out a breath as I successfully made it without being seen. Pulling out my shower stuff and wrapping my hair I got into the shower.

After getting ready it was already time to go so I quickly put away my things and went back to my room to get my purse. On the way there I  bumped into Lauren.

"Watch it bitch"

"Shut your ass up for once in your got damn life" I snarled unexpectedly. Her eyes widened. I was shocked that I said that but she deserved it. I need to stop letting people take their shit out on me.I shrugged it off and continued to do what I was doing.

Surprisingly when I was getting ready to walk out the door my mom was sitting on the couch with her laptop.

"Hey Kehlani." she said looking up and peering through her reading glasses.

"Hello" I said dryly while exiting the door. I don't have time for her or Lauren's bi polar ass moods.
I'm done being run over.

I opened trins car door and slid in.

"Hi laniii"

"Hey trinnnn"

"Okay let's go get these other bitches." she said while pulling off. I leaned back and listened to the Erykah badu that played lightly on the radio. Maybe it's time I stop being so sensitive and just enjoy life. I'm always worried about impressing others that I never have any fun.

"Hiiiii" passion said getting into the car with Angelina right behind her. They lived down the street from eachother so it only made sense that Angelina came to passions house.

"Hey bitches!" Angelina said sitting into a seat and taking a hit out of some kind of pen.

"Lina what did I tell your ass abt smoking them cancerous ass vapes."

"Girl this is a weed pen calm down. Anybody want to hit it?"  She said leaning against the window. Passion grabbed it while taking a few hits before passing it to trin. After trin was done she raised a eyebrow and passed it to me. After going back in my head I accepted it.

After about 20 minutes of passing it we were all feeling it. I felt lighter like I just want to have fun. We all were laughing as Angelina blared out the lyrics to No more parties as it bumped on the car radio.

"Okayyy let's go" Trinity said after finally stopping her laugh.

Tonight is going to be fun.

To be continued....