Young & Pregnant

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Yessssss we made love. I couldn't say I regret it because it was amazing. Everything about it. The way his body felt against mines. The way he took care of my body. Like no one else could. He knew I was stressing but I'm not stressing no more. It just felt so rightly wrong. But I honestly didn't care. This boy is my first love, my first everything. How could I turn down that. I love him.

I just laid in bed looking straight at the ceiling with Marcus arms around me. I slid out of his grip to go to the bathroom. My body was still sore from last night. Every part of me was sore. I could barely walk to the bathroom.

I took a quick shower & did my hygiene. I dried my body & gently applied lotion to my body.

I went into the enjoined room to get clothes. When I entered the room Marcus wasn't there. Guess he left. I went to my closet to get some clothes when I suddenly felt arms around my waist. His touch instantly places a smile on my face. I turned around to face him. I guess he took a shower in the downstairs bathroom because he had a towel wrapped around him.

" GoodMorning Beautiful."

" Morning Handsome." I said playing tugging war with his towel. These pregnancy hormones weren't playing with me. I'm either always horny or hungry. Sometimes both. Then it comes with being bipolar. Which just worse since I got pregnant.

" Girllll you better stop. We just did this round after round after round after round last night. You better leave me alone before Johnny get happy."

" But Johnny is my friend. He gets happy when I'm around."

" So."

I finished getting dress because Marcus said we were going out.

I slipped on some Adidas joggers with a black & white tee with the number 82 on it. I found some Jordan's to match then my cute need glasses.

I straighten my hair & applied some red lipstick. I don't really like wearing make up. Unless it's like mascara & lipstick.

I went downstairs to wait on Marcus. He had to go to his house for clothes.

I turned on the television to Spongebob Squarepants. While watching television & at the process of rubbing my now forming belly bump there was a knock at the door.

I got up to answer the door & it was just Marcus. He hugged me & kissed my cheek.

" You Ready ?"

" Yeah Hold Up Let Me Go Get My Purse."

I went to my room to get my purse. Then I went back to te front where Marcus was.

" I'm ready."

He went out first for I could lock the doors.

I finish locking the doors & went outside where he was standing at the passenger door ready to let me in.

" Thank You." I said as he helped me in his truck.

He jogged to the drivers side. Got in & buckled in & he drove off. He put his hand on my thigh while driving & he only does that when something is wrong. So I turned my FAVORITE song down Demetria McKinney trade it all to listen what he had to say.

" Wassup ? "

" What you talking bout Asya. "

" You only grab my thigh while you driving when you have something on your mind. "

" I'm scared to be father. I mean my father wasn't bad but I want to be so much better than him. But I'm not I already messed up by cheating on you & giving you a life long disease. Asya sometimes I wonder why you still here because I know me & if you would've did some shit like that I would never talk to you again. I just like how you have always been right by my side, good or bad. And I love you for that girl. And when I tell you I'll never cheat again... I mean that. I love you so much words will never explain. You my rider my one & only. The one I want to forever wake up to & the one I want to go to sleep by. Only make love to your body only have kids by you. I love you Asya Marie Locs Langston. So I Wanna Only Be With You. I Wanna Marry You. Just Marry Me."

" I love you so much more. And it hurts so bad that you cheated & someone else is bringing your child in this world also. But we are going to get through it. And to clear something else up we don't have HIV. Your Babymama set us up to think we have it. I went for a check up by myself a couple of weeks ago to check & they said I didn't have a disease. Tasha just wanted me to start taking those pills which is why I been hurting because I'm taking a pill for no reason & it could affect the baby. That's why we had an appointment yesterday. And there's a serious possibility that that isn't your child. I mean Rio is her pimp. But I just want to get over this. We're not going to forget about it but I do forgive you. And Yes."

" Yes what ?"

" I'll marry you Marcus Shawn Langston."

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