Young & Pregnant

5

I told Marcus we need to talk so I was meeting him at the park & he said he'll drop me off after. I was sitting here waiting for him to show up when his truck pulled up.

" Hey " he said approaching me.

" Hi " I says dryly.

" What we need to talk about ?"

" Well first I'm HIV positive because of YOU !! And well I have to start treatments next week to keep it from traveling to our CHILD !! But anything else to do with us is DEAD !! I don't want to be with you nor do I want to talk to you. I will let you know anything dealing with the baby but other than that it's dead done for us. " I said trying not to break down in front of him.

He just got up & wrapped me in his arms & whispered in my ear.

" Im sorry for everything. I'm in love with you. I don't never want to hurt you again. And I didn't come to the hospital because your parents told the doctors to not let me see you."

" I love you too but this & us isn't working. Because of YOU my life will end shorter. My child might not even get to see me or I might not even get to see her graduate because of you. I love you so much that I hate you. I don't want nothing to do with you."

When I said that I just walked off I'll rather walk home.

When I got home & went in my room. I just cried. Why this has to happen to me ? I'm with child & I might die having this child because of a stupid decision Marcus made. Why me !!? I hate my life. I got my beats & my phone & listened to August Alsina • FML until I just cried my self to sleep.

Next Morning

I woke up with a lot of morning sickness & headaches & my body was really sore. I took my medications, took a shower, & laid back down. I honestly don't want to face my parents. They act as if they hate me anyways so imma just keep my distances.

I put on some clothes I decided I was Gon go to my Bestfriend Kae house since I haven't talked to her in awhile.

I went down stairs & my parents were I'm guessing still sleep or not here I really don't care. I left them a note telling then where I was going & I was taking my car.

10 minutes later

I arrived at Kae's house within 10 minutes because the traffic wasn't serious. I knocked on the door & she answered.

" Asya what's wrong ?? You been crying ? Come in."

I went inside her house & sat at the couch & she sat by me & I just cried in her shoulder & she held me and rubbed my back saying everything will be okay.
That's not what I wanted to hear. Because it's not.

" No it's not Kae. I have HIV bc of Marcus & I'm pregnant and all honesty the only reason I'm still living is because of this human in side of me. I would've been committed suicide. My parents think I'm a slut. I feel unloved & I'm broken hearted I love & hate Marcus. I don't know what to do. I'm stressed & it's bad for my child Kae. Marcus cheated on me with Tasha & that's how I got HIV. She's pregnant by him. I just don't know what to do anymore. I wanna runaway but with what money b ?? Idk what to do girl. I wish this HIV would just kill me already."

When I looked up Kae was in tears. I felt embarrassed so I got up headed towards the door but she pulled me down to her level & hugged me tight like she felt my pain.

" Asya imma be here with you. And you know my mom loves you like a daughter so you can stay here. You & my god child. And stop talking down on yourself like you're gonna die. You're not dying as long as you living with me. Remember after we graduate we're going to Puerto Rico because we want mixed babies with pretty hair. If you die who imma do that with Asya. So stop it. You can stay here tonight & tomorrow I'll get my mom to talk to your parents."

Sorry for the shortness but the good stuff is coming up so I didn't want to spoil it now.