Lexa's POV
After a while of talking she shyly confessed that she's never even seen the stars like actually star gaze since she's moved into this house and she said she's been living in the house for almost three years.
So I convinced her that we should go out and watch the stars, she suggested we watch them on her house which is a two story house, so we got a later and put it out on one of the balconies and climbed up.
We brought pillows and blankets up and made a comfy spot to lay.
After talking for a while (which I normally wouldn't allow cause it's one of our rules, but she told me she was having possible the worst night of her life and she needed someone to talk to so I decided just this one time we can, I mean what could happen?) We started telling some jokes and funny stories from our childhood, she seems to tell a lot about her and her twin sister, it's cute the way she talks about her.
After a while we just sit in comfortable silence watching the stars and a few falling stars here and there.
I feel eyes on me so I look to my right and sure enough elizabeth is already looking at me, and for some reason in this specific moment I realize just how beautiful she is, everything about her seems perfect in my eyes.
The way her eyes sparkle even with the dimmest light, the way her cheekbones are shaped like if they took a lot of time for got to perfect, the way her long lashes are perfectly curved up, the way her eyebrows and perfectly shaped, the way her nose is so perfectly cute like a little button.
I must've been staring for so long that I didn't even realize that she scooted closer and we're now only inches apart.
I don't miss the way her eyes flicker down to my lips and back up, and it automatically makes mine flicker down to hers only my attention stays on her lips, the most beautiful pair of lips I've seen, naturally pink and full.
My eyes flicker back to hers and without a word being spoken I know what she's telling me, I smile in conformation and she leans in and kisses me.
Her lips fitting perfectly with mine like two puzzles pieces, our lips moving in perfect sync.
She lifts her hand and puts it on my jaw, I pick mine up and put it around her waist and pull her closer depending the kiss.
I pull her on top of me so she's straddling me, she pulls away first so we can catch our breath.
I decide to take that time to take my shirt off but she stops me, "this isn't why I wanted you to stay with me"
"I know" I reassure her, "now come here" I pull her by her shirt to reconnect our lips, after a minute she starts to play with the hem of my shirt.
She pulls away to find me eyes, I get what she's trying to ask and I nod smiling making her smile as well.
She pulls mine off and I pull hers off, soon we're both without any clothes.
After a minute of making out I turn us over so I'm on top, she tries to do the same thing but fails and I burst out laughing.
After a moment I calm down and my expression softens when I see her pouting at me.
I kiss her pout away and soon the kiss become more heated.
Elizabeth's POV
After sex.. (well I don't know what to call it cause what we just done was way to gentle and caring to be called sex) we laid down trying to catch our breath, well more like me since she was the top the whole time.
I scoot closer and put my head on her chest, her heartbeat being music to my ears.
I put my arm around her waist and a few seconds later she does the same scooting closer and putting a arm around me.
I turn to my gaze away from the stars? "Hey" I whisper.
She smiles a dopey cute grin, "hey" she whispers back.
"I think..." wait where did that come from? "I Uhmm.." shit no don't be dumb and say what I think I'm gonna say! "I think I have feelings for you" fuck me!
She's quiet for a moment and than she let's go of me and gets up, "it's late I should go" she starts to put her clothes on.
"Wait! I didn't mean that!" I yell hoping it'll fix things.
I grap her wrist right as she's about to walk away.
"Plesee wait"
"I can't I have to go"
"Why? I didn't mean what I said"
"Because we weren't even supposed to do this!" She yells surprising me, "we aren't in a fucking relationship, all we do is sex and that's it" she says with a little hurt in her eyes.
She turns away and pulls her hand away walking down the latter.
It takes me a minute to run after her and by the time I make it to the door she's already driving off.
Word count: 883
I know a very short one but I accidentally deleted it like three times and didn't wanna rewrite it all again.
I today is like my last day that I have free until like the mid of this month cause I have to renew my passport and also after that I have two cousins weddings and a friends wedding these next two weeks, and I'm apart of two of them and with that it comes with the bridal showers and bachelorettes and rehearsal dinners sooo yeah this one and the next chapter are probably gonna be the last until the mid of this month or more.
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