Falling In Love With My Sugar Mommy

Nineteen

Her jaw drops and she runs over to me and hangs on my legs for her dear life and before I know it the other two are clinging onto me as well.

The room is filled by our sobs, just like my nephews they try to speak but they can't cause they keep getting interrupted by their own sobs.

Every now and than they cry out a "I missed you" or "Alexa" or "where have you been?"

After a moment of calming down we all sit in the living room and talk, they tell me about how it's been a so miserable for them without me and it makes me feel like a absolute dick.

"Sometimes I dream of you" Jessica says out of the blue.

"Really?"

"Mhmm sometimes I dream that we're playing hide and seek but i can never find you, and other times i dream about all the good times we had together"

I can't seem to find the right words, than hannah and tessa both start telling me about their dreams as well.

My sister didn't mind that I told them I'm gay, so I decide to tell them about Elizabeth except the parts of us having sex.

When I tell them I like girls they have a big smile and say that they kinda knew and that its okay, and jessica in fact tells me she likes girls too.

So jessica and I both talk a lot about how pretty girls are and tessa and hannah argue and say that guys are cuter.

After a little while of us bickering, we all give up and watch a movie together.

Jessica sits on my lap and tessa and hannah sit on either sides of me holding my hands and my eyes tear up by missing this feeling.

The sun shines in my eyes which causes me to wake up, I try to sit up but realize that something is on me, it makes me feel claustrophobic and I start to panic until I look down and realize I fell asleep on the sofa with my nieces and we're all still in the same positions as last night.

My stomach grumbles reminding me that I didn't eat yesterday.

I stand up making sure not to wake any of them up and lay jessica back down on the couch.

I make myself some cereal and eat it real quick, soon after hannah wakes up and makes herself some as well, than jessica wakes up and than tessa.

They all eat and complain that I'm leaving, I promise that I'll go back and visit them sometime soon and that makes them happy enough to let me go.

Not before each one of them hug me and give me lost of kisses on my cheeks and forehead, and two of them end up crying while the other just tears up, making me be on the verge of crying.

"Tell your mom I said thanks"

"Okay, but you promise you'll come see us soon?" Tessa asked with hopeful eyes.

"Yeah you promise?" Both hannah and jessica asked in unison.

I smiled warmly and just with that it helped their tense little bodies relax a little, "I promise" I said and blowed them a kiss as I walked to the door and slipped put before they asked more questions.

I get in the car and as I'm backing out of their driveway I remember that I forgot my charger.

What ever I'll get it later, I don't want to end up staying a while more, I'm gonna go home and try to get a hold of Elizabeth.

Once I park in the driveway of my old home I check my phone for the first time since the day before yesterday.

As I scroll through my messages not wanting to answer any yet until I talk to Elizabeth, I than go through Instagram to see if maybe she sent me something or posted something.